This is the end for me, Friday I'm booking a hotel and leaving for good. I have so much shit going on and I'm on the brink of homelessness which I've already been through 3 times. I would rather be gone for good than be on the street again. I've attempted 7 times all failed cause I either pussied out or was found, nobody can stop me now. 21 years of living and all I've experienced is pain and suffering from self centred family and people who think they know better than me. I've cried for help and all I've gotten in response is "It will get better, trust me", the fuck is that supposed to mean? That one day the feeling of heartache from being stabbed in my back, being manipulated, being told I'm not good enough will just fade and I'll be happy again? It won't. My siblings cut themselves begging for attention from mum and I just get cast into the shadows like a broken toy nobody wants to use anymore, I've never felt seen in my life and it's one of the most painful things a person can feel. Anyway thanks for reading.
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darksouls
Mage
- May 10, 2025
- 540
I am so sorry you have to go through all this
wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering
wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering
Lots of love and peace to you my good friend.
Always around if anything would change, as you are family.
Walter
Always around if anything would change, as you are family.
Walter
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,242
I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
FishRain3469
Experienced
- Mar 12, 2025
- 203
I feel you, can relate to numerous things you stated. Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. 
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Corovaner
Member
- Apr 15, 2025
- 94
It is so sad that such young man went through all of it and want to ctb. Wish you best, whatever happen.
