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neverwashere
Help How to stop SH urges
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3
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neverwashere
neverwashere
Busridin'26
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unrest
Qua
I actually took care or myself
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thechamp
thechamp
DeathSleep
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thechamp
thechamp
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Help Can anyone medical/scientific advise? CYP2D6 metabolism, SSRI plus Wellbrutin (lexapro vs prozac)
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0
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516
LittleJem
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deathLiberation
Adverse Childhood Experiences - ACE
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1
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442
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awfullife
Ayahuasca
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20
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ffox
Story A song I wrote
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1
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577
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stillmirenai
highjumping
I'm 4 months clean
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5
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636
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kråkevind
ggetout33
Convince me not to CTB in the near future
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7
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986
thechamp
thechamp
Busridin'26
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1
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495
thechamp
thechamp
Busridin'26
Story Good morning... personal update.
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6
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735
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Ambivalent1
"you are not your thoughts"
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10
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839
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
socrates
Does Looking Into Recovery Make You Want To CTB
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7
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659
hana0
hana0
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Help My bad International Mobility experience so far
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1
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539
timf
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per_aspera_ad_astra
(looking for advice) Someone I feel intensely for is coming back, and it's triggering some uncomfortable feelings for me
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6
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1K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
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Story Considering a behavioural addiction treatment centre for binge eating ;/
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8
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977
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It's getting harder
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4
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610
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vanillivamp
Story I lost my job because of my scars
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23
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2K
FullCircle
FullCircle
Jeezyy
What is trust / friendship
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5
Views
778
Qua
Qua
ncmxm
My birthday is soon and I feel suicidal because of it, please tell me not to ctb
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21
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3K
ازعر من مخيم الحسين
ازعر من مخيم الحسين
H0110W
Effexor (venlafaxine). I hope it will work again.
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2
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505
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
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Discussion Safe People
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4
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StaticCryBabye
Water-Lily
For the first time, in a long time, I journaled
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3
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541
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
Square251
Help How do I deal with feeling unwanted and undesirable?
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7
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1K
Coldpizza22
Coldpizza22
H0110W
I'm trying to recover from a breakup, if I fail I'll end it all.
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1
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501
Valky
Valky
highjumping
Story I just wanna go on vacation but my anxiety make it nearly impossible
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2
Views
504
highjumping
highjumping
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My anxiety has been killing me-
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3
Views
686
noxu77
noxu77
ggetout33
Best antidepressants?
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13
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1K
noxu77
noxu77
leftdreaming
I think realized what the source of my suicidal ideation.
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7
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849
LittleJem
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thx1138
Scar removal
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8
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734
todienomore
todienomore
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I realized a lot of my depression stems from the way I've been treated by others, and it's not my fault
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8
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1K
20ClownRules
20ClownRules
sannoji
got back to talking to my old friend
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1
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493
itsoverforme
itsoverforme
Square251
Help Rage.
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3
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1K
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suicidalcatlady
How do I know to postpone to or not at all attempt ?
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1
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465
LittleJem
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Rustysoupcan
DAE miss having a messy, messed up life?
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3
Views
544
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Mr.Tristesse
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Discussion I don't want to die but don't want to live.
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13
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2K
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charlotte_
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Discussion If you had to live your whole life with 0 experiences with women as a male, would you do it?
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29
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3K
kavina
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Y
I had top surgery I’m so happy
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25
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lastday6116
lastday6116
Do you have scars?Makeup can be hidden them
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0
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461
lastday6116
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Ambivalent1
How can I feel like Ryan gosling appears to feel in the movie Drive?
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5
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Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
HyenaRadio
Therapy was great…but then
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4
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Tapir
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Story Anyone in therapy that can tell me about their experiences?
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9
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Tapir
Tapir
themisbelow
advice with my situatioN?
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26
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2K
themisfell
themisfell
juxtajuno
starting my self-harm and eating disorder recovery again!
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8
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themisfell
themisfell
Brew
In case you need this.
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1
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557
ger3172
ger3172
To-Equestria
Help Yesterday I made a post about how I was going to CTB once some stuff I ordered came in. Now I don't feel *as* suicidal, just hurt and scared.
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8
Views
966
EmpathyMinded
EmpathyMinded
Asprex
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7
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932
Valky
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Feeling Awful
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4
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psp3000
leftdreaming
First steps
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945
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That's Not Me
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