Goodbye Thread

[Tatenokai]

Wanting to overcome something doesn't make me overcome it.

Whatever choice you make I hope it brings you peace. .

 

[HopefulSleep]

My brother is awake I can't try swb today I think but I will hopefully be able to do it tomorrow

 

[Elle]

Hey good morning, how are you?

 

[Torabol]

bye

 

[HopefulSleep]

Hey good morning, how are you?

Feeling much pain and I am sad I can't try swb today

bye

ciao

 

[Elle]

Feeling much pain and I am sad I can't try swb today

ciao

I'm sorry, I hope you can find peace! <3

 

[HopefulSleep]

My brother is away, I will try soon
I will do it in some minutes but my body is shaking, dumb si
It is fucking annoying at this point I was about to do it but my sister woke up, I will do swb tomorrow when she is asleep

 

[HopefulSleep]

@Tatenokai You need some posts and time on this site then you can pm me

 

[Tatenokai]

@Tatenokai You need some posts and time on this site then you can pm me

I'll do so and then I hope we can talk. I think there's a lot to discuss, but if I don't get the opportunity I hope you'll be happy and at peace. I love you

 

[HopefulSleep]

I'll do so and then I hope we can talk. I think there's a lot to discuss, but if I don't get the opportunity I hope you'll be happy and at peace. I love you

I love you too

 

[HopefulSleep]

I will set an alarm at 9am and do it at circa 10am for real this time

 

[HopefulSleep]

Don't do this. You have a future you won't be around the people who hurt you forever you will meet people who love you. HXH isn't finished yet also it's my favorite. I was once in the dark like you but I was mentally disturbed. Don't seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

The thoughts will stay and memories

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope you are able to find peace. I'm sorry life has treated you so badly.

 

[Dwa23500]

Good luck my friend, I wish you all the peace in the world.

 

[Tatenokai]

The thoughts will stay and memories

If you feel like it, before you take the final steps. Someone made a thread that might relate to what you're feeling. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sexual-intrusive-thoughts.126211/#post-2085575 it might be a good read, but I understand if you've already made your decision. I'll pray for you.

 

[heavyeyes]

I hope you found peace my friend <3

 

[HopefulSleep]

I hope you are able to find peace. I'm sorry life has treated you so badly.

Good luck my friend, I wish you all the peace in the world.

Thank you two.

If you feel like it, before you take the final steps. Someone made a thread that might relate to what you're feeling. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sexual-intrusive-thoughts.126211/#post-2085575 it might be a good read, but I understand if you've already made your decision. I'll pray for you.

My feelings are a little bit different.
Your account looks like it is deleted but is online.

I hope you found peace my friend <3

Sadly I am still ali e but I will do swb today 10am.

 

[HopefulSleep]

@Tatenokai sadly your account seems to be disabled so we couldn't chat before I ctb :(

 

[HopefulSleep]

I will do it now

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I will do it now

I wish you strength and may you find peace! Farewell!

 

[heavyeyes]

I will do it now

Goodbye and farewell. I'll miss you

 

[90starve]

i hope you are resting peacefully now dear friend. i will miss our chats greatly. your kindness will never be forgotten <3

 

[CTB Dream]

Hope peace

 

[HopefulSleep]

It didn't work, I didn't pass out underwater :(
I will try again in some minutes
Dumb human brain I want to destroy it I want to be a bird
Maybe water was too hot

 

[love_peep]

It didn't work, I didn't pass out underwater :(
I will try again in some minutes
Dumb human brain I want to destroy it I want to be a bird
Maybe water was too hot

oh its very sad wish you goodluck in next attempt

 

[HopefulSleep]

I tried it multiple times and I became less dizzy I am exhausted, I will try again in some days

 

[HerculePoirot]

To be honest I never trusted this method, as I never succeeded in passing out when trying to hyperventilate. Maybe you should consider an other solution.
All my sympathies anyway. Courage.

 

[HopefulSleep]

To be honest I never trusted this method, as I never succeeded in passing out when trying to hyperventilate. Maybe you should consider an other solution.
All my sympathies anyway. Courage.

I will use sn if this method doesn't work

 

[HerculePoirot]

I will use sn if this method doesn't work

Probably a sound decision, if you're lucky enough to get nitrite. Good luck.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Changed plan, I will take the sn in a room in the roof of the house that is empty, I am pretty sure no one ever goes in the room and it is so small I can probably position myself so that when someone wants to look inside they can't open it cause my whole body blocks it and I don't think they would do anything about it, they would just think the room is blocked it is a fucking empty small room.
I will just tell my family that I will go out in the city and after closing the door I will go up and take the sn there, I am so happy that I found this.
I just need to plan the regimen, I am so happy.