Goodbye Thread

[HerculePoirot]

Changed plan, I will take the sn in a room in the roof of the house that is empty, I am pretty sure no one ever goes in the room and it is so small I can probably position myself so that when someone wants to look inside they can't open it cause my whole body blocks it and I don't think they would do anything about it, they would just think the room is blocked it is a fucking empty small room.
I will just tell my family that I will go out in the city and after closing the door I will go up and take the sn there, I am so happy that I found this.
I just need to plan the regimen, I am so happy.

So you can do the deed anytime now. But please read this first: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

 

[HopefulSleep]

So you can do the deed anytime now. But please read this first: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

I already read it but I will read it again to be sure

 

[HerculePoirot]

I already read it but I will read it again to be sure

Just two things @Vizzy did not stress enough:
1) Drink SN swiftly in one second or two.
2) Immediately lay on your right side after having drunk it.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Just two things @Vizzy did not stress enough:
1) Drink SN swiftly in one second or two.
2) Immediately lay on your right side after having drunk it.

I understand the first point cause if I don't drink it fast enough it takes longer to be absorbed but why do I have to lay on my right side?
My plan would be to position myself so that my body blocks the door for the very low chance that someone wants to look into this abandoned room and then they just think it is blocked.

 

[HerculePoirot]

why do I have to lay on my right side?

Because of your anatomy: the exit pipe of your stomach sits on the right side. So you'll speed up the intoxication process and reduce the risk of throwing up.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Because of your anatomy: the exit pipe of your stomach sits on the right side. So you'll speed up the intoxication process and reduce the risk of throwing up.

I think the room is too small to be laying straight on the right I should have memorized it much better I am dumb

 

[todienomore]

left side https://badgut.org/information-centre/a-z-digestive-topics/heartburn-keeping-night/

 

[HopefulSleep]

left side https://badgut.org/information-centre/a-z-digestive-topics/heartburn-keeping-night/

Dumb question but left side is turning on the left side of my pov?

 

[todienomore]

yes on your left arm

 

[Zaphkiel]

I've read for like forever here that right side is the wah to go and now it's left?

 

[heavyeyes]

Because of your anatomy: the exit pipe of your stomach sits on the right side. So you'll speed up the intoxication process and reduce the risk of throwing up.

left side https://badgut.org/information-centre/a-z-digestive-topics/heartburn-keeping-night/

Do you need to lay on your right or left side? Which is it really? Because this is confusing everyone

 

[CTB Dream]

Do you need to lay on your right or left side? Which is it really? Because this is confusing everyone

Me know stmch acid no leak mouth sleep left,grvty pull, see img stmch if sleep left trap acid cuz mouth pipe mid side

 

[HerculePoirot]

I think the #1 target is to have the poison leaving the stomach ASAP through the pylorus. To achieve that, the best position is laying on your right side. To avoid vomiting, you are supposed to use antiemetics instead of laying on your left side.

 

[heavyeyes]

Me know stmch acid no leak mouth sleep left,grvty pull, see img stmch if sleep left trap acid cuz mouth pipe mid side

So if I'm understanding you correctly I should lay on my right side and not my left?

I think the #1 target is to have the poison leaving the stomach ASAP through the pylorus. To achieve that, the best position is laying on your right side. To avoid vomiting, you are supposed to use antiemetics instead of laying on your left side.

Ok got it. I assume laying on the right side doesn't reduce risk of vomiting? For antiemetics I'm planning on using domperidone and ondansetron (aka zofran).

 

[HerculePoirot]

So if I'm understanding you correctly I should lay on my right side and not my left?

Ok got it. I assume laying on the right side doesn't reduce risk of vomiting? For antiemetics I'm planning on using domperidone and ondansetron (aka zofran).

Laying on the right side does reduce the risk of vomiting, but indirectly: the poison will stay for a shorter time in the stomach. After it goes below the pylorus, it can't be thrown up anymore.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I tested 400mg ibuprofen and 10mg meto and bromazolam combined to see if I have any side effects of the mixture but I am fine.
I tested 1,5mg bromazolam and after 15 minutes I had the full effect, I find it more sedative than alrazolam, I took another 1,5mg after 30 minutes but the effect didn't get any stronger, I will not take a higher dosage cause I don't want to blackout, what I am on right now is like a bit more than 2mg alprazolam and I have no tolerance.
I will ctb in the next days, I have everything now.

 

[Maeve]

I tested 400mg ibuprofen and 10mg meto and bromazolam combined to see if I have any side effects of the mixture but I am fine.
I tested 1,5mg bromazolam and after 15 minutes I had the full effect, I find it more sedative than alrazolam, I took another 1,5mg after 30 minutes but the effect didn't get any stronger, I will not take a higher dosage cause I don't want to blackout, what I am on right now is like a bit more than 2mg alprazolam and I have no tolerance.
I will ctb in the next days, I have everything now.

I wish you all the best sorry it had to come to this:(

 

[mouseteacup]

I'm sorry the way you tried a few weeks ago didn't work for you. Best wishes.

 

[HopefulSleep]

I will prepare 3 bottles with 50ml water in it so I have it ready in the next days and then I will mix it with 30g sn when I will ctb
And I take a bottle with a bit more water in it with me to add it if the sn doesn't dissolve

I wish you all the best sorry it had to come to this:(

I'm sorry the way you tried a few weeks ago didn't work for you. Best wishes.

Thank you

 

[HopefulSleep]

I have waited so long to do it, I will think on the exact time on wednesday when I will do it.
Sn is the key to the exit door but I still need to be able to go through the door without the guards capturing me.
Finally every pain will stop and I will be nothing, not the most preferable thing but miles better than this world of pain I daily have to endure.

 

[HopefulSleep]

Changed my plan, will do it on tuesday

 

[HopefulSleep]

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?
Friends on this site are offline for some reason

 

[Maeve]

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?
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If there is nobody better id be willing im just really bad with words what time did you schedule your bus?

 

[HopefulSleep]

If there is nobody better id be willing im just really bad with words what time did you schedule your bus?

I will ctb on tuesday 2pm circa

 

[Kerrtu]

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?
Friends on this site are offline for some reason

Hopeful, I'll be here

 

[irie]

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?
Friends on this site are offline for some reason

i'm terrible at talking to people but i'll do my best, feel free to pm me, best wishes

 

[GasMonkey]

I should lay on my right side and not my left?

 

[HopefulSleep]

I would prefer to die in my own bed but I am afraid my sister would hear it

 

[HopefulSleep]

Hopeful, I'll be here

You need to rejoin the conversation then

 

[Nelnaro]

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?Friends on this site are offline for some reason

Can someone please chat with me on my last day?
Friends on this site are offline for some reason

I'm new to this forum, but I'm willing to talk to you if you'd want