I'm so shocked im just reading this thread now.
I'm so sorry that happend/things didn't go as planned and woah I love cats but they are very like that stubborn
I'm wishing you the best on your way and the best in whatever beliefs you have of the after.
Thank you so much for all you did for this forum. It was clear you had a very kinda heart and soul.
You will be missed as well as honored within this forum. I'll be honoring you when I light my next incense and within all my mixed spirtual beliefs its basically the concept of a blessing or smthin along those lines
Thnx again for everything and I hope that everything goes as you want it to