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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
347
This was so good of them to do, so kind and brave. I hope people understand that when you do SN right, like this person, that it works and it's not that bad, and that you don't need all the drugs like benzos and to be scared of all the horror stories of vomiting and everything else that people have done either erroneously or disingenuously. I pray to God for all of us.
 
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WoNkEy_DoNkEy

As Useful As A Chocolate Teapot 🫖
Apr 6, 2024
187
So for those who don't know this is the same user who gave us all the thread below. Sadly having kept in contact with me every minute up until she fell unconscious I can only now presume that she is out of it. I won't share her story at the moment in case she somehow comes back from this, but it's so tragic. She was a lovely young lady and I'm glad that we got chatting. Please (real name hidden) be at peace and I'm so sorry for what you went through.


Love you bro :)

@AnxiousLlama That's nice, but she's a girl 🤨

And without any benzo! I hope he's resting in peace now.
SHE @rozeske
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,840
The bravery it takes to do this is unreal. I hope you're resting now.
Indeed... I will not even announce it before I ll ctb, I ll need privacy... it s brave she shared this journey.
This was so good of them to do, so kind and brave. I hope people understand that when you do SN right, like this person, that it works and it's not that bad, and that you don't need all the drugs like benzos and to be scared of all the horror stories of vomiting and everything else that people have done either erroneously or disingenuously. I pray to God for all of us.
You only know what happened until 7.19pm
 
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thefinalfavour

Member
Apr 4, 2024
8
I hope the user who created this thread and kept giving us updates till the last moment finds peace.

I am new to the platform and have seen some users create these goodbye threads and update it till they could. I do have a question about the safety of the platform and the other users on the platform. It's fair to assume that they don't really have the time to wipe out their browser history. They may not even have time to even close the tab. Isn't their a factor of risk involved with the authorities discovering the platform and other users comments? Isn't their a risk of this platform getting banned if authorities all over the world keep discovering and blaming this platform for the suicides?
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
519
I hope the user who created this thread and kept giving us updates till the last moment finds peace.

I am new to the platform and have seen some users create these goodbye threads and update it till they could. I do have a question about the safety of the platform and the other users on the platform. It's fair to assume that they don't really have the time to wipe out their browser history. They may not even have time to even close the tab. Isn't their a factor of risk involved with the authorities discovering the platform and other users comments? Isn't their a risk of this platform getting banned if authorities all over the world keep discovering and blaming this platform for the suicides?
The authorities across the world already know about this forum. In several countries this website has been delisted from search engine results. Banning is unlikely. The website is based in the USA and is protected by the first amendment.
 
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Ephemeron

human trash
Dec 17, 2023
198
Godspeed, Coco

I hope you find the peace you seek.

Isn't their a risk of this platform getting banned if authorities all over the world keep discovering and blaming this platform for the suicides?
It has happened in a few countries already, but this place is hosted in the US where they can't shut it down (1st amendment, etc.). Many governments WANT to ban it, but it's not easy because stuff here isn't strictly illegal in most countries. We do NOT encourage anyone to CTB. I have never seen anyone even suggest someone do it.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
1,840
I hope the user who created this thread and kept giving us updates till the last moment finds peace.

I am new to the platform and have seen some users create these goodbye threads and update it till they could. I do have a question about the safety of the platform and the other users on the platform. It's fair to assume that they don't really have the time to wipe out their browser history. They may not even have time to even close the tab. Isn't their a factor of risk involved with the authorities discovering the platform and other users comments? Isn't their a risk of this platform getting banned if authorities all over the world keep discovering and blaming this platform for the suicides?
Should we maybe open a new thread to this topic?

Someone most likely just died here and it would be nice to leave this space to her, imo.
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@thefinalfavour I d like to join this conversation, it s a really important question you asked, imo. Would you like to open a new thread?
Would ve sent you a pm but since your new its not possible.
 
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CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Suffering
Jan 8, 2024
183
Thank you guys for all the goodbye messages but unfortunately I somehow survived. My dog had a doorbell to go outside for a wee and he was pressing the doorbell for a while which alerted my neighbours :/ I'm currently in ICU and I've had 5 doses of methylene blue and my sats aren't coming up
 

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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,730
Thank you guys for all the goodbye messages but unfortunately I somehow survived. My dog had a doorbell to go outside for a wee and he was pressing the doorbell for a while which alerted my neighbours :/ I'm currently in ICU and I've had 5 doses of methylene blue and my sats aren't coming up
Oh my god! How are you feeling? Are you in any pain? I'm so sorry, I hope you are not in too much pain.
 
CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Suffering
Jan 8, 2024
183
Oh my god you are alive.....
I m speechless. Are you doing ok?
Hm your dog wanted you to live.....
Mhm not too good im just mad that im alive tbh - woke up 2 hours ago with a breathing tube down my throat which wasn't fun and my chest is really hurting
Oh my god! How are you feeling? Are you in any pain? I'm so sorry, I hope you are not in too much pain.
My chest is sore from cpr my breathing feels horrible my arms are sore from all the ABGs and VBGs but they put an art line in so they dont have to stab me every 30 mins. I can hardly breathe with the high flow of oxygen its blowing my brains out its that powerful, Ive got a really bad headache and my throat is sore
 
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Лена

Member
Apr 18, 2024
20
Mhm not too good im just mad that im alive tbh - woke up 2 hours ago with a breathing tube down my throat which wasn't fun and my chest is really hurting

My chest is sore from cpr my breathing feels horrible my arms are sore from all the ABGs and VBGs but they put an art line in so they dont have to stab me every 30 mins. I can hardly breathe with the high flow of oxygen its blowing my brains out its that powerful, Ive got a really bad headache and my throat is sore
А как вы пишите? Одной рукой?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,730
Mhm not too good im just mad that im alive tbh - woke up 2 hours ago with a breathing tube down my throat which wasn't fun and my chest is really hurting

My chest is sore from cpr my breathing feels horrible my arms are sore from all the ABGs and VBGs but they put an art line in so they dont have to stab me every 30 mins. I can hardly breathe with the high flow of oxygen its blowing my brains out its that powerful, Ive got a really bad headache and my throat is sore
Oh am so sorry! I really hope you feel better soon.
 

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