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I suggest that we all not be so gentle and touchy if someone does not believe in our experience.
Let's not forget how people who want to commit suicide are bullied. Bullying also includes making up stories.
Like, "ha ha, I'll write that I drank rat poison and that I felt euphoric, and these idiots will sympathize with me and thank me for my honest experience with random photos, and then they will also take this poison, what idiots they are, I'm so pleased with myself"
Yes, we live in a terrible world and in a terrible society.
And yes, we need to get used to the fact that we will be required to provide maximum evidence.
We need to be prepared for this. And don't be offended by it. It's obvious.
Either after accepting this fact, you continue to write about your experience, or you don't. And everything.

And yes, I understand that we all really want support. Especially at the moment when we didn't manage to die and when we wanted to tell about it.

But again.. Do not forget that all our doubts are due to the terrible part of society that blocks peaceful exits

By the way: both hands in the photo belong to the user. (look at the tattoos)
 
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I suggest that we all not be so gentle and touchy if someone does not believe in our experience.
Let's not forget how people who want to commit suicide are bullied. Bullying also includes making up stories.
Like, "ha ha, I'll write that I drank rat poison and that I felt euphoric, and these idiots will sympathize with me and thank me for my honest experience with random photos, and then they will also take this poison, what idiots they are, I'm so pleased with myself"
Yes, we live in a terrible world and in a terrible society.
And yes, we need to get used to the fact that we will be required to provide maximum evidence.
We need to be prepared for this. And don't be offended by it. It's obvious.
Either after accepting this fact, you continue to write about your experience, or you don't. And everything.

And yes, I understand that we all really want support. Especially at the moment when we didn't manage to die and when we wanted to tell about it.

But again.. Do not forget that all our doubts are due to the terrible part of society that blocks peaceful exits

By the way: both hands in the photo belong to the user. (look at the tattoos)
No one will give you a phone in the intensive care unit when you've just done something!!! After the poisoning, I lay naked under ivs for four days. No one was allowed to see me, let alone the phone!!! And then they were immediately sent to a psychiatric hospital. Without the right to correspond! I will believe that this person is just ill with something and is in the hospital. Maybe oncology.
 
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No one will give you a phone in the intensive care unit when you've just done something!!! After the poisoning, I lay naked under ivs for four days. No one was allowed to see me, let alone the phone!!! And then they were immediately sent to a psychiatric hospital. Without the right to correspond! I will believe that this person is just ill with something and is in the hospital. Maybe oncology.
It will be different in different countries. There can even be differences between hospitals in the same city. Treatment - ESPECIALLY for psychiatric patients can be so very different depending on where you are.
 
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Dayrain

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This thread should probably get locked. OP has the option to request that I believe. I cannot understand why people do have discussions like the one that is going on on the last pages in such a type of thread. The intention of the thread is not met anymore for a long time now.
 
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Ash

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Bullying has already been mentioned.

I wouldn't presume to speak for the OP but that's what this thread has become.

Time for everyone to wind their necks in and back off. Remember the state of mind of the people reading this, even if you don't think much of the OP.
 
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Ash

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@CocoToxBase, I hope you and Milo🐾🥰 are both doing ok
 
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CocoToxBase

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Even the gender is different, because you can see. Why cheat? I immediately saw the catch in this story.And how could you take a photo if you have two hands in ivs?
You can bend your arm with iv's in? It doesn't restrict any movement at all tbh. Explain how the gender is different, it's my arm and the same tattoo on both pictures.
Look, the rooms are different. It's actually a photo of two different people!!! The hands are even different!!!
I was moved to a different bay in intensive care because i didn't require the life support machines anymore. and thanks for saying my hands look different maybe i should get plastic surgery to make them look the same ☺️
No one will give you a phone in the intensive care unit when you've just done something!!! After the poisoning, I lay naked under ivs for four days. No one was allowed to see me, let alone the phone!!! And then they were immediately sent to a psychiatric hospital. Without the right to correspond! I will believe that this person is just ill with something and is in the hospital. Maybe oncology.
My phone and valuables where in a locker and i asked for them politely and they gave my stuff to me. They can't just keep my personal belongings away from me it's a breach of basic human rights. they aren't the police they are hospital staff. I wasn't naked, I woke up in a gown - yet again basic human rights. And for your last query, I wasn't just 'ill' in hospital it was in fact from SN, on the first picture you can see that what is going through my IV is methylene blue specifically used to treat methaemoglobinaemia. i've also posted a picture of my discharge summary stating that i had methaemoglobinaemia so before you start creating stories in your head maybe actually look at all the evidence. tbh i can't believe i even need to prove it with evidence… Wow i survived a SN attempt… let's go harass the op because they survived? give your head a wobble mate
Maybe oncology.
Here's some more discharge papers and the critical care rehab book. If you still don't believe me then idk what more else i can do 🙂
 

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Esokabat

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You can bend your arm with iv's in? It doesn't restrict any movement at all tbh. Explain how the gender is different, it's my arm and the same tattoo on both pictures.

I was moved to a different bay in intensive care because i didn't require the life support machines anymore. and thanks for saying my hands look different maybe i should get plastic surgery to make them look the same ☺️

My phone and valuables where in a locker and i asked for them politely and they gave my stuff to me. They can't just keep my personal belongings away from me it's a breach of basic human rights. they aren't the police they are hospital staff. I wasn't naked, I woke up in a gown - yet again basic human rights. And for your last query, I wasn't just 'ill' in hospital it was in fact from SN, on the first picture you can see that what is going through my IV is methylene blue specifically used to treat methaemoglobinaemia. i've also posted a picture of my discharge summary stating that i had methaemoglobinaemia so before you start creating stories in your head maybe actually look at all the evidence. tbh i can't believe i even need to prove it with evidence… Wow i survived a SN attempt… let's go harass the op because they survived? give your head a wobble mate

Here's some more discharge papers and the critical care rehab book. If you still don't believe me then idk what more else i can do 🙂
Don't worry about them, I think the majority of people believe you. The details you provided are so useful. I even saved your protocol as so far your protocol appears the most workable for me. I really appreciate all that you shared
 
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LostSoul1965

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So if I read your story right you were able to pull this off without an AE? I am thinking about just going SN and seeing what happens.
 
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You can bend your arm with iv's in? It doesn't restrict any movement at all tbh. Explain how the gender is different, it's my arm and the same tattoo on both pictures.

I was moved to a different bay in intensive care because i didn't require the life support machines anymore. and thanks for saying my hands look different maybe i should get plastic surgery to make them look the same ☺️

My phone and valuables where in a locker and i asked for them politely and they gave my stuff to me. They can't just keep my personal belongings away from me it's a breach of basic human rights. they aren't the police they are hospital staff. I wasn't naked, I woke up in a gown - yet again basic human rights. And for your last query, I wasn't just 'ill' in hospital it was in fact from SN, on the first picture you can see that what is going through my IV is methylene blue specifically used to treat methaemoglobinaemia. i've also posted a picture of my discharge summary stating that i had methaemoglobinaemia so before you start creating stories in your head maybe actually look at all the evidence. tbh i can't believe i even need to prove it with evidence… Wow i survived a SN attempt… let's go harass the op because they survived? give your head a wobble mate

Here's some more discharge papers and the critical care rehab book. If you still don't believe me then idk what more else i can do 🙂

It's absolutely crazy that you have to justify yourself against these weird, paranoid accusations. Some people in this forum are... "special"...
Thank you for sharing all of this with us in the first place and I hope you won't feel bad over this.
 
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DepressedDude

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Post a picture of both of your arms together so they can see that both tattoos belong to the same person.
 
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Post a picture of both of your arms together so they can see that both tattoos belong to the same person.
Or don't. It's insane there is no more respect towards op. She doesn't have to prove anything.
 
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Ln42

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I hope you are as well as you can be op, it will take some time to recover so be gentle on yourself. You do not need to justify yourself to anyone.
I'm in the UK and you're allowed phones in hospital as long as you're conscious and you can have them in the psych ward.
 
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Dark Window

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Ok I think this thread should be locked, it's turning toxic and serves no purpose remaining open.
 
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Ash

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I'm in the UK and you're allowed phones in hospital as long as you're conscious and you can have them in the psych ward.
That varies from psych ward to ward, or at least Trust to Trust. We were allowed phones, tablets, laptops etc but not the means to charge them. Others in the UK have posted on here about being allowed basic phones for calls and texts but not smartphones for apps and internet access. Friends of mine have been allowed full access but only short charging cables. Other friends have only been allowed phones under supervision. Another was on a ward where they were banned altogether.
 
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Dayrain

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Ok I think this thread should be locked, it's turning toxic and serves no purpose remaining open.
I recommended it yesterday already, but the mods seem to have a different strategy, because a member got blocked for posting in this thread.
 
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Ln42

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Jun 13, 2018
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That varies from psych ward to ward, or at least Trust to Trust. We were allowed phones, tablets, laptops etc but not the means to charge them. Others in the UK have posted on here about being allowed basic phones for calls and texts but not smartphones for apps and internet access. Friends of mine have been allowed full access but only short charging cables. Other friends have only been allowed phones under supervision. Another was on a ward where they were banned altogether.
Ah ok, I'm sorry. I only have experience in one county. I stand corrected and feel grateful I've always been allowed my phone albeit not the charger.
 
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Ah ok, I'm sorry. I only have experience in one county. I stand corrected and feel grateful I've always been allowed my phone albeit not the charger.
No worries! On my ward, I got pissy one day and pointed out that banning us from having even teeny tiny cables that you couldn't hang a rat from was ridiculous when there was a radio in the area off the women's corridor with a 2 meter long chunky cable........ The staff did nothing about it and got bollocked a couple of days later when the estates manager did a spot check and found it as it wasn't on the list of approved equipment for that corridor. I don't think I've ever felt so smug in my life.
 
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CocoToxBase

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Post a picture of both of your arms together so they can see that both tattoos belong to the same person.
here's the tattoo of when i first got it done if that helps lmfao
That varies from psych ward to ward, or at least Trust to Trust. We were allowed phones, tablets, laptops etc but not the means to charge them. Others in the UK have posted on here about being allowed basic phones for calls and texts but not smartphones for apps and internet access. Friends of mine have been allowed full access but only short charging cables. Other friends have only been allowed phones under supervision. Another was on a ward where they were banned altogether.
I've been sectioned 4 times (UK) and all of them times i was allowed my phone and a small charging cable. This recent admission i'm not allowed my charging cable and have to ask staff to charge my phone which sucked but I was still able to use my phone
 

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really sorry for some of these comments. ridiculous and extremely insensitive considering what you just went through. very disgusting behavior.
 
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CocoToxBase

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You know what i'll just post a few photos and videos of what i took in hospital and then that'll be it not much else i can do tbh
Oh my!😍 no wonder that dog wouldn't let you go without a fight!
I love him but still hate him 😂
 

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@Dot

Lock this toxic thread. This is turning into a witchhunt.
 
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Or don't. It's insane there is no more respect towards op. She doesn't have to prove anything.
I wasn't doubting her experience, two people have said the pictures are of two different peoples arms and my suggestion would easily prove it's the same person albeit different blankets or whatever tf others were saying instead of having to show documents and stuff, I found this thread helpful and have asked questions previously that's why I chose to go with SN myself.
 
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