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Suicide Discussion

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PxB
Discussion Is writing a long and detailed suicide note describing my entire life a waste of time?
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17
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781
PxB
PxB
Adamsnolife
CTB when single
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7
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1K
outrider567
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RainAndSadness
Resource Addressing the risk of puking after oral N administration once and for all.
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77
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11K
TheLastFemaphrodyke
TheLastFemaphrodyke
born2win
Can i still CTB using SN without Propanolol?
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7
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1K
8evergo
8evergo
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Nervous about SN
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7
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696
Funeralprincess
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Questions about sodium azide
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6
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3K
Tartuffe
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A
Methylated spirits
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1
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348
Tartuffe
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Sleeper System
Hello My Suicidal Owls! Lets have a chat...
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7
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482
brood
brood
Mr. Incapable
Random thoughts about how quick time passes by
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2
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392
Mr. Incapable
Mr. Incapable
C
Is it better to die or to live a mediocre life ?
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61
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4K
brood
brood
P
Looking for a SN partner (Poland)
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4
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508
Advisor321
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BluesRunTheGame
Venting My new technique for how I'm gonna try and ignore my insufferable new housemate
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2
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424
Symbiote
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BluesRunTheGame
Venting I've got a real bad case of the old SI
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4
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mandyjohnuk
Volume needed.
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0
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301
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
BluesRunTheGame
Venting This next bit of my life is gonna be ROUGH!
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4
Views
484
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Heroine ctb
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3
Views
523
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
yaulkan
my think
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4
Views
349
Mr. Incapable
Mr. Incapable
letied
I know I always say that life has no real meaning, but it really look like I'm "destined" to suicide
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3
Views
423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BluesRunTheGame
Venting My family when I'm in crisis...
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8
Views
539
blue_muse
blue_muse
FuneralCry
Death will always be preferable to any kind of life.
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9
Views
796
Adrenalineaddict
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I think I am going to do it tomorrow evening
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13
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854
Painnomore
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yaulkan
alfram
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3
Views
445
yaulkan
yaulkan
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Discussion Are we all a small useless speck in the vast universe.
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6
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Hiraeth Grimoire
How are you all holding up thinking about the afterlife?
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2
Views
392
Asatsuyu
Asatsuyu
K
Young kids suicide
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15
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1K
MyStateKilledMe
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S
A dumb question
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13
Views
742
Seeking_Peace
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S
Anyone else seen as a happy person despite struggling inside?
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12
Views
535
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
golfmavenice
Lidocaine injection or chloroquine? Help me choose
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3
Views
559
befree
befree
X
I was not here for thousands of years
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11
Views
907
Euthanza
Euthanza
E
Discussion Anyone else feel like a sicko?
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3
Views
429
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
M
Heroine
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4
Views
426
xo777
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og.
Help https://painlesspath.org/ is it a scam or not?
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5
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1K
crackeddopen
crackeddopen
September5th
CTB and ego
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8
Views
576
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
Kramer
Why does ctb feel easier if there aren’t pains of heartbreak mixed in?
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5
Views
566
jamie_
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Z
Do antidepressants work?
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19
Views
908
ExtraordinaryDefeat_
ExtraordinaryDefeat_
Fadeawaaaay
Venting Collapsing
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11
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1K
BluesRunTheGame
BluesRunTheGame
N
Anyone knows how to get pentobarbital in argentina?
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5
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1K
nico1420
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aeri
Venting where are the french
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16
Views
940
Bodydysmorphia
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P
Diphenhydramin(chlorid) sources?
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1
Views
330
befree
befree
butterfly3
SN never arrived and i’m anxious now
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5
Views
676
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Justnotme
Looking for phenazepam and diazepam. Russia
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0
Views
313
Justnotme
Justnotme
tfht98
never wake up
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10
Views
683
crackeddopen
crackeddopen
N
Too much love for humans as a reason for suicide
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11
Views
647
betternever2havbeen
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P
Digital bullshit
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12
Views
582
whatevs
whatevs
Viafactorum
Help Opinion of Fulfilling Promises Before CTB
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1
Views
282
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shu
Different levels of unconsciousness?
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33
Views
2K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
T
N or shotgun suicide?
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15
Views
785
outrider567
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F
Coming to terms with my burdening existence
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2
Views
363
Funeralprincess
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chrijo
Life lasts too long..
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29
Views
2K
Darkover
Darkover
Fadeawaaaay
Regrets?
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36
Views
2K
LookingforAnswers
LookingforAnswers
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