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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
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Life is hell everybody , dna sucks , we can't change much in our fucking lives , we are just puppets. Like Einstein said , everything is determined , the beginning as well as the end by forces over which we have no control. It is determined for the stars as well as for the insects and human being.

Im pretty sure universe and earth is hell , i was happy and immortal for billions of years until i was born. If that is not hell, what is it. Of course pro-lifer will say , well there is so much positive things about life , its fun to be alive.

Noooo, since im born , yes i had good times but im scared of dying either by unreliable suicide method or by natural causes and that fear of dying, this is pure hell.

Fuck the little pleasure of life , for what, less than 100 years of living , they woke me up from billions of years of peacefulness.
 
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HappiestAngel

HappiestAngel

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Mar 11, 2023
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I often find it comforting to think that no matter what I do I'll return to unexistance, wether that be sooner or later. In the end the existance of my consonsious will be a tiny blip compared to all the time I wasn't. It's the only thing that is really certain, which is probably why it comforts me.
 
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Rob1984

Rob1984

A day in the life
Jan 8, 2021
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i was happy and immortal for billions of years until i was born.

Immortal means you live forever (ie you cant die). How could someone live forever if they aren't even born yet...?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's certainly true that life is hell, I agree, in fact I view it as being a tragedy how life even exists in the first place. Life really is something that is so incredibly unnecessary that never needed to exist and to me it's always preferable not to exist in this world where chance so cruelly determines everything.

It disgusts me how there is unlimited potential to be tortured as long as one stays here, as long as someone is trapped in the prison that is consciousness, there could never be any peace from suffering. To me, the thought of permanent nonexistence really is something so incredibly ideal, all that I've ever wished for is to return to nothingness where this existence won't even be a distant memory. Choosing to procreate really is something so incredibly harmful as after all, life in itself is the source of all problems, and to die would solve every one of them which is why the thought of non existence comforts me so much.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
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There is definitely very little happiness to be found in this world, the default after all is suffering. If you lay down and do nothing, you will suffer immensely rather than be contented. People can give whatever platitudes they want about the value of life, the truth is that there is nothing more desirable than death as there is no suffering. It's such torment and hell to have to live, I hate every waking day and I don't enjoy much of anything. Ctb is really the only thing I could hope for, at the end of the day people have no problem wishing peace on those who died naturally. I hope you find peace, there really is nothing worse than this horrendous world.
 
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Resinn66

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Sep 5, 2021
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Being born is a real tragedy and the fact that life exists is like a one-in-a-billion chance. I think life is better suited to plants, animals, and insects because they don't have our self-awareness
 
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AloeGarten

AloeGarten

magicka
May 14, 2021
140
i think most 'normal' people dont realise that none of it fucking matters. whether i die now or in 40 years, everyone will soon forget and none of it will have been of any real consequence. might as well end it early and save myself from experiencing anymore suffering. the universe would not change if humans never existed, i wish they never did. consciousness is awful, i know once we die it will all end the same as if i never existed but i wish i never had to experience this shit in the first place
 
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