I'm 58 and probably in better shape than I should be for my age considering my habits. I"ve just never felt like I belonged here. My mother said I was born looking sad, which is pretty pathetic really . I know that I should have accomplished much more and every now and then I'm reminded of this in my profession. The last 3 years have really served as a reminder that I'm late for the door - my final exit - but I can't seem to finalize certain things. I'm planning on this changing by the end of this year at the lates . These covid years have shown in a big way just how really useless the human race probably is . We've seen the absolute worst come out in people. Hell, it's still happening. My gf and future partner in CTB looks at twitter . I didn't think anyone could have conceived something that is actually worse than twitter but it was - tiktok. Anyway , she was showing me a video of a governor of some state saying he wants to have anyone unvaxxed arrested because he 's sick of us clogging up the hospitals! I'm unvaxxed and one thing I notice is that we don't just drop dead of strokes and heart attacks. Yes , google definitely filters results when looking up deaths relative to covid "vaccines" but they can't seem to stop the search for "died suddenly". We're burying my girlfriends' mom this weekend and we're convinced that shot is what killed her. She'd never had a stroke or covid and then she got the shot . She immediately got covid and then started having multiple strokes. I can tell you I had covid once and never had to go to a hospital so it's a myth and a flat out lie that the unvaxxed are the ones in the hospitals but this is our media now and unfortunately many believe the news tells them the truth. Operation mockingbird never stopped regardless of what they told us at the hearing . Nor did cointelpro either . But when the truth comes out they ( some federal employee) try to be the first to tell you and in doing so make it seem as if they stopped what they have been doing . Any project or research that is begun is never stopped and is ultimately brought in to use on the masses who pay their salaries and for the research as well . There's a lot more to this story of course but I'll stop it there. Another thing, the version of tiktok used in china is not the same as the one they let us use. First , there is none of the insane and nutty garbage that we see here 24/7 . They allow it to be used for educational and cultural purposes only in china. It is only used to support and promote chinese history, culture and of course the government. It is also not available 24 hours a day. Here it is literally being used to dumb people down with this nonstop garbage . It literally does turn your brain to mush as stated above. I definitely miss the 70's and 80's as does my gf. If I could go back in time I'd go back to 1970 at the age I am now and finish out what time I have. Anyway, this is a great thread. I send out positive vibes and well wishes for all of you here on SS. I hope at least you're having a good day right at this moment.