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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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More mixed feelings
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1
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310
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BabyCamus
Method Why does Stan say to stay on prescribed meds?
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0
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567
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
Fl4u
Just placed my SN order
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1
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554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sideways Glance
Help Anyone know how many messages we have to post before we’re able to PM friends on here?
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4
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979
theboy
theboy
PlasticFace
Venting Birthdays
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2
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444
Yuki K
Yuki K
Obetydlig
  • Question
How to get anti emetic (AE) in Sweden or europe?
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0
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382
Obetydlig
Obetydlig
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The other night I dreamed about CTB for the first time ever.
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7
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919
Netvor
Netvor
C
Taking the plunge
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21
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1K
cherry7
C
Sideways Glance
Going to try to obtain Reglan from the doctors on Monday
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3
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367
Sideways Glance
Sideways Glance
D
Venting Just the things that concern me
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1
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337
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Soon...
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3
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587
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
T
Overdose of zapain and sertraline
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3
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448
theviewfromhalfway
T
Black Sheep One
Help GULPS Generator Video Plans
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2
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775
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
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  • Poll
Discussion If you had N that never expires in your closet, how would it affect your choice of when to CTB?
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5
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767
downndone2
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B
Reality is too painful
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4
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368
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Darkover
life is seriously depressing shit
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2
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438
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PaxAmerica
Return of My Black Cloud
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6
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955
sevenkarmas
S
nofun.intended
Venting finally planning it out
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6
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1K
nofun.intended
nofun.intended
Gaga786
Venting Do people have a negative perception of you?
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13
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1K
BlackWednesday
BlackWednesday
Gaga786
Venting How cruel can this world be
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6
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800
Gaga786
Gaga786
T
Venting Knowing that if life doesn’t work out, I can CTB, is calming
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5
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698
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Source Energy
People who took SN before - please describe
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29
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2K
tieiwi
T
U
Any reliable combos with ctb?
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2
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729
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
DumbOnlineGirl
I relapsed today :(
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6
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1K
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
E
Failure
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2
Views
694
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting First vent
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4
Views
610
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sillyprincessmeow
Venting i wish i didnt wake up bc of him
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rustysoupcan
Its been a long time
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4
Views
551
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Toobrokentofix
Water intoxication
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9
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666
Toobrokentofix
Toobrokentofix
whatevs
Venting Another thread about long term chronic health conditions causing suicidal feelings
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3
Views
525
Gaga786
Gaga786
Oblivion
benadryl subtitutes
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4
Views
429
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
Ravel
life is a joke
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6
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654
Ravel
Ravel
ham
Venting should i stay until she gets older?
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11
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
HermitLonerGuy
To those who have taken SN and survived , how did it feel physically once you drank the SN?
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13
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2K
HerculePoirot
H
U
Help Need help with CBT timing
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6
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690
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
TimetoGo!
Backpack full of weights
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61
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6K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
sillyprincessmeow
Venting this is probably gonna be my last evening alive
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12
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1K
user1912012
U
HamzaSuicide
Life is shit and has been like that for too long now
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6
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900
PainfulPainkillers
PainfulPainkillers
N
I did it. I ordered sn from ic. wish me luck.
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19
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2K
PainfulPainkillers
PainfulPainkillers
no longer human
Help will a high drug tolerance affect success rate of ctb?
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4
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581
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
J
Discussion IC website
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25
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2K
disasterplant
disasterplant
azalea087
Venting Me and gf broke up
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13
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1K
ThatStateOfMind
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Emptied_soul
Venting I don't want to get better, I want to give up.
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19
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1K
downndone2
D
Versailles
Venting Hug me
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7
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686
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
TimeHasCome6
My friend want to commit suicide soon because their partner broke up with them and I don’t know how to react
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10
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1K
TimeHasCome6
TimeHasCome6
N
Method Carfentanyl can be bought on the clearweb.
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12
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2K
novem
novem
CTB Dream
Venting Think solve analyze abilty
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2
Views
753
katagiri83
katagiri83
BasqueClown
Venting I don't feel guilt right now...
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6
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597
OutOfTheVoid
O
kunikuzushi
well that was my last bit of hope
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14
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929
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
qwerty1969
Starvation
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29
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2K
Avyn
Avyn
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