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user39

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if so this is problematic, i live with my parents.
 
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Scacie

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Feb 24, 2023
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Unfortunately yes. It says nitrites;nitrates;nitrites iirc
Within the packaging it says sodium nitrite 99.9999% or something, with a couple scary poison symbols.


You can try opening a PO box and redirect your packages there. That's what I did with my SN and AEs.
 
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user39

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Unfortunately yes. It says nitrites;nitrates;nitrites iirc
Within the packaging it says sodium nitrite 99.9999% or something, with a couple scary poison symbols.


You can try opening a PO box and redirect your packages there. That's what I did with my SN and AEs.
fuck
 
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Scacie

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Feb 24, 2023
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Yea fuck indeed. Idiot me had somehow let my mither see the packet yesterday... Because looking at the packet gives me peace. I somehow managed to bullshit her into not throwing it away, but that's a long story.
 
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user39

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Yea fuck indeed. Idiot me had somehow let my mither see the packet yesterday... Because looking at the packet gives me peace. I somehow managed to bullshit her into not throwing it away, but that's a long story.
what did you tell her? i will have the same problem
 
Scacie

Scacie

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Feb 24, 2023
238
I uhm dissociated through most of the interrogation lmao. But she knows I have a close friend. And I feel so sorry and guilty for like, crafting such an elaborate story on her but I was legitimately panicking. I said she's overseas and want me to take this for her. I said she wants it for a chemistry experiment, but i also added I don't know much since im bad at chemistry. Somehow she believed it, but I don't really believe that she believed it. Honestly think she only pretended to do so...
Also I mask super well and I don't think she cares about my well being lmao, so I don't look depressed at all from the outside. She knows it can be used to CTB but didn't think I would.... For some reason.
Also I was guilty of using her own gaslighting tactics against her lol.manafed to convince her it's nitrate somehow....
Please don't try your luck. This is way too risky and I came up with it in the spur of the moment. I won't be surprised if I see a psych referral in a couple days.... Hopefully after I CTB

Also I don't really want to provide more info. Sorry. It happened yesterday and I just, panick so much whenever I think about it. Yea
 
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tuyu

im not afraid to die.
Mar 19, 2023
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I uhm dissociated through most of the interrogation lmao. But she knows I have a close friend. And I feel so sorry and guilty for like, crafting such an elaborate story on her but I was legitimately panicking. I said she's overseas and want me to take this for her. I said she wants it for a chemistry experiment, but i also added I don't know much since im bad at chemistry. Somehow she believed it, but I don't really believe that she believed it. Honestly think she only pretended to do so...
Also I mask super well and I don't think she cares about my well being lmao, so I don't look depressed at all from the outside. She knows it can be used to CTB but didn't think I would.... For some reason.
Also I was guilty of using her own gaslighting tactics against her lol.manafed to convince her it's nitrate somehow....
Please don't try your luck. This is way too risky and I came up with it in the spur of the moment. I won't be surprised if I see a psych referral in a couple days.... Hopefully after I CTB

Also I don't really want to provide more info. Sorry. It happened yesterday and I just, panick so much whenever I think about it. Yea
If you ever try the SN let me and the community know how it goes man. Definitely curious about it and I'm just hoping it won't get banned at where ever location I'm at when I decide to ctb
 
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Scacie

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Feb 24, 2023
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When I CTB I'll make a thread I suppose. I'll try my best but don't count much though. If my plan goes well I'll be also drugged to the brim with sedatives, so I'll just go to sleep and not see this world again when I take the SN
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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If you mean the outer cardboard sleeve that the SN sealed packet comes in then no. On mine there was a customs declaration sticker that says 'sodium salt'. The inner sealed foil/plastic has the warnings and says sodium nitirite.
 

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