I uhm dissociated through most of the interrogation lmao. But she knows I have a close friend. And I feel so sorry and guilty for like, crafting such an elaborate story on her but I was legitimately panicking. I said she's overseas and want me to take this for her. I said she wants it for a chemistry experiment, but i also added I don't know much since im bad at chemistry. Somehow she believed it, but I don't really believe that she believed it. Honestly think she only pretended to do so...
Also I mask super well and I don't think she cares about my well being lmao, so I don't look depressed at all from the outside. She knows it can be used to CTB but didn't think I would.... For some reason.
Also I was guilty of using her own gaslighting tactics against her lol.manafed to convince her it's nitrate somehow....
Please don't try your luck. This is way too risky and I came up with it in the spur of the moment. I won't be surprised if I see a psych referral in a couple days.... Hopefully after I CTB
Also I don't really want to provide more info. Sorry. It happened yesterday and I just, panick so much whenever I think about it. Yea