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Suicide Discussion

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milkginger
This community helped me see life and death!
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5
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392
outrider567
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Mr. Incapable
It always feels like something gets in the way. (AHHHH!) This is the last time I’m delaying ctb.
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3
Views
374
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost Magic
I check most of the suicidal boxes
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5
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538
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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About brevity of life and its beauty
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15
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688
leuzenstraat
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L
Doubts about fentanyl and a final note
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2
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597
leuzenstraat
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19andOverdue
I hate my body. More explicitly than ever
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6
Views
479
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Toonloon
What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB?
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41
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2K
8evergo
8evergo
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SN
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8
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630
LucidDreamz
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J
will i run out of things to say
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1
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336
September5th
September5th
jawdropped123
Everything feels so repetitive right now..
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6
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1K
veryhappyhuman
veryhappyhuman
Squiddy
Venting Hate when people tell me I have potential
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14
Views
806
almaranthine
almaranthine
E
Who is your suicide "role model"?
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27
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2K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
bojack
Running out of time
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6
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
gr1lledcheese
It’s funny
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8
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737
gr1lledcheese
gr1lledcheese
C
SN and checking it's legit, testing
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12
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1K
houseofleaves
houseofleaves
almaranthine
Help PPH won’t download (iPhone)?
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4
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877
rationaltake
rationaltake
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is it a good idea to buy guns legally?
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11
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1K
Alex6216
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Z
Living in an eu country and ordering SN, anyone have experience with that?
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7
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714
alegriayamor
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A
The thing that angers me the most is being denied legal assisted suicide.
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8
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689
obafgkm
O
ExtraordinaryDefeat_
Discussion What do you fear the most in the suicide section?
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28
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1K
splashofvanilla
S
Insomniac
Discussion Being realistic and stopping gaslighting yourself.
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22
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2K
Insomniac
Insomniac
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Why benzo for SN.
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16
Views
789
picklemick
P
O
Seeking Location Suggestions to CTB via Firearm
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9
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681
Brianiskillingme
Brianiskillingme
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Is there a veterinarian from Buenos Aires Argentina in the forum?
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0
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304
letitgo
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AloneInCollege
Help To write a note or not to?
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10
Views
570
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
C
  • Poll
Discussion Are your parents one of the reasons you want to ctb?
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15
Views
724
hellispink
hellispink
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some thought on this site and death
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6
Views
540
chloramine
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P
How to make your suicide do good for others?
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11
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1K
picklemick
P
Cryptonite
Help Sourcing propranolol, meto and benzo to Europe
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0
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313
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
ge0rge
afterlife anxieties
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22
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1K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
F
Thats all folks
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38
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1K
thereisthemist
thereisthemist
T
Very scared of N suicide
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13
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
jawdropped123
Venting My stupid vent about sharing
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5
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604
thereisthemist
thereisthemist
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Discussion smoking alcohol?
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5
Views
631
Shu
Shu
L
AlgĂşn veterinario/a de Buenos Aires Argentina?
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0
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274
letitgo
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ashestwoashes
Help CTB with Partial Hanging method
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1
Views
580
nightnightnitrite
nightnightnitrite
starryeyedgemini
Alone/lonely
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5
Views
452
Klophy
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M
To people who are planning to ctb with partial hanging method. Where will you attach rope?
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12
Views
2K
Getmeouttaherenow
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Braindead Atheist
Does anyone have the recipe or link to nyan cocktail tincture?
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9
Views
686
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
gorillazlover
how to convince pharmacist to giving me Prochlorperazine (or any other antiemetic to go with SN) over the counter ?
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6
Views
442
Smart No More
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Avril
Discussion If an afterlife is proven to exist, would you still CTB?
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52
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2K
outrider567
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A
Best drug to overdose
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14
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2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
T
Going to CTB this or next week
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4
Views
366
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
S
Venting I might die soon or not
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3
Views
451
deathbylife
deathbylife
F
Think its time
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3
Views
394
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Z
Can you ctb with a metoclopramide overdose?
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2
Views
376
LittleJem
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liberty_222
Started my 48 hour regime
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81
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3K
Viafactorum
Viafactorum
jawdropped123
Im embarrassed and i hate myself
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11
Views
650
picklemick
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Viafactorum
Started the 48 Hour Regiment
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7
Views
609
Viafactorum
Viafactorum
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just started the fire my charcoal...goodbye
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42
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3K
picklemick
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