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Suicide Discussion

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ksp
unconsciousness and coma - key to a peaceful death
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3
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805
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
HermitLonerGuy
something kind of good happened today but its depressed me and made me even more suicidal.
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7
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480
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
TAW122
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Discussion WWYD if CTB becomes inaccessible, impractical, or (almost) impossible?
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15
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970
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
P
I can’t remember how to get to the end
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5
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607
SectOfValtiel
SectOfValtiel
ShatteredSoul
Just felt something
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10
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585
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Anyone have access to the ppeh ?
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1
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381
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
blur10600
Method CTB with my bike
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20
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
CTB Dream
All day pain
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2
Views
376
Someone123
S
almaranthine
Discussion Thought Experiment: If you could go back in time, would you still be suicidal?
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34
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2K
sevenkarmas
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Csmith8827
Anyone else get the vibe of like being "post mortem" or already dead while being on this forum?
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19
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894
outrider567
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annointed_towers
How many of you actually have an N2 set up?
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9
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480
Wunderkind
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CTB Dream
Venting Chemic puppet
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1
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367
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Anyone else who lost everything because of one stupid mistake?
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74
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4K
Reallysad
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What would stop you from being suicidal?
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78
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3K
ineverlived
ineverlived
HermitLonerGuy
Does anyone else feel they would rather ctb when in a good happy calm mood rather than depressed and stressed mood?
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19
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1K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
KlMeNw
Anyone else been depressed so long they have lost all sense of reality and themselves?
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12
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1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
CTB Dream
Resource Site chemy
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0
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506
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
TydalWave
Any significance to the date you plan to CTB?
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12
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646
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
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THERE IS NO ROPE
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2
Views
461
don't want it
D
HermitLonerGuy
Anybody else thats accepted they will ctb feel a sense of relief in life?
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38
Views
2K
don't want it
D
PanickedMelancholia
Living with the aftermath of indoctrination and Religious Trauma Syndrome
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6
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434
PanickedMelancholia
PanickedMelancholia
Ch92921
Hanging in the woods?
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4
Views
727
GreenTree
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How I got rid of my suicide guilt
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8
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945
Thisisme373
Thisisme373
Darkness Grows
Method I came across a way to CTB by train that got my attention
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18
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2K
Wannagonow
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D
Death by accident...
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23
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1K
sevenkarmas
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Q
Method best method in UK
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19
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2K
HumansAreHell
HumansAreHell
whitefeather
Society is the Lions Share of SI
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0
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272
whitefeather
whitefeather
Csmith8827
The Voices (part 3)
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2
Views
323
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
whitefeather
Method Exit International clip - "How To Open a Bottle of Vet Nembutal >
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0
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487
whitefeather
whitefeather
BornToFail
Discussion How relaxed does pentobarbital make you?
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3
Views
403
BornToFail
BornToFail
I
Filmed my goodbye finslly last night
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5
Views
646
Worndown
Worndown
FuneralCry
A peaceful suicide would solve everything
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103
Views
12K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annointed_towers
Drowning
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13
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1K
MideonNViscera
M
S
Intro/tired of my illness
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18
Views
810
Seekingawayout
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MaidenException
Venting Having toxic parents is the best cure for SI
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3
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603
MideonNViscera
M
C
Thoughts on Method.
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1
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412
theboy
theboy
rationaltake
Pegasos says sarco is under review
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13
Views
793
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
hopeless302
Venting Anyone else feels left out?
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25
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1K
Ligottian
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Asiam
Nervous to buy nitrogen
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6
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571
Wunderkind
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T
Antiemetic Uk source
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9
Views
700
time_to_go2
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N
Thankfully the sn arrived. I have a dilemma and will be very grateful for an advice
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4
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650
hi123456789
H
P
Fat in Bay Area
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6
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664
gottablast888
gottablast888
M
Came across this link on my fb timeline today
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4
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828
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
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Ready in Glasgow
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2
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442
wantittoendsoon
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CrappyMJ
Help N advice?
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7
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917
CrappyMJ
CrappyMJ
abcd37477337
I will not kill myself. I will live!
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7
Views
950
ryo the frog
ryo the frog
lilin
Help Meto side effects - why do they happen?
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2
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383
lilin
lilin
HermitLonerGuy
What are some good free/very cheap methods for someone who doesnt work?
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13
Views
902
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
K
What exactly causes nausea while doing SN?
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8
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1K
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
H
What type of meter can test nitrogen potency?
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9
Views
762
Hyd999
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