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Suicide Discussion

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buzzkill
Venting no matter how hard I try, it doesn't get better
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2
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904
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
C
I've ordered it. I hope I get it in my hands.
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3
Views
454
Letgo
L
Covalite
Help I think i found a way to get SN in the US
Replies
21
Views
1K
protecttransyouth
P
oooobeeeeii
Venting Please, does anyone else realize this???
Replies
1
Views
588
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Sad scared worried
Replies
7
Views
869
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Feeling less suicidal and less depressed but there is a huge BUT....
Replies
3
Views
610
nosoul
N
mcrmybeloved
Venting Feeling less than almost everyone for being mentally ill
Replies
1
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shinobu
methods an stuff
Replies
4
Views
581
Shinobu
Shinobu
L
Springtime
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3
Views
767
SoftWorries
S
S
Help Looking SN or opioids/barbiturates ship to UK
Replies
6
Views
1K
swimmer
S
nettyslip
Venting accepting??
Replies
2
Views
471
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
melodrama
Venting Unable to feel happiness.
Replies
2
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StarFaded
Fading away and losing who I am as a person
Replies
5
Views
627
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Memento
Venting Feelings of Hopelessness and the Hell of Growing Up in a Cult.
Replies
4
Views
628
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rumi
Question about Benzos
Replies
0
Views
369
Rumi
Rumi
oooobeeeeii
Discussion Do you plan on doing anything specific before you ctb?
Replies
4
Views
546
{ixo//}
{ixo//}
CTB Dream
Want leave all
Replies
6
Views
562
Unending
U
CTB Dream
Lose faith all human
Replies
3
Views
862
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Method I’m very unsure about this
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13
Views
2K
Disaster
D
emptymiku
my tics are driving me crazy
Replies
3
Views
507
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wastingpotential
Venting constantly pushed back
Replies
2
Views
497
bigdog
B
M
Story DXM Trip Providing Motivation To CTB
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0
Views
481
MATZsemantics
M
RainAndSadness
Anyone wants to talk in DMs?
Replies
35
Views
3K
WonderfulWeatherDIE
W
birdofafeather
Venting Relapsing after 6 months clean (CW: SH)
Replies
2
Views
525
Hystearical
Hystearical
disabledlife
CTB in a peaceful way, Taiwanese method.
Replies
0
Views
750
disabledlife
disabledlife
vaguebluur
NSFW I ended my life and got resuscitated twice..
Replies
51
Views
7K
bigdog
B
Weebster
How do you deal with feeling irrelevant as you get older?
Replies
29
Views
1K
bigdog
B
B
SI
Replies
0
Views
422
bigdog
B
tomoki
Method what type of ammunition to use for a cbt with a 12 cal shotgun
Replies
8
Views
1K
that smell
that smell
Insomniac
you can't change anything.
Replies
15
Views
1K
buzzkill
buzzkill
L
IC/EM
Replies
6
Views
2K
roadtogo
roadtogo
molassesmorasses
Discussion What is one thing that sends you spiraling into immediate despair/static/hopelessness/etc.?
Replies
26
Views
1K
Zegers
Zegers
CTB Dream
Venting Hard breath
Replies
6
Views
1K
Archness
Archness
Lxions
  • Question
is recovery possible for everyone?
Replies
40
Views
3K
BasqueClown
BasqueClown
BleuBox
Method I want to lie down and see the sky as I go
Replies
4
Views
1K
BleuBox
BleuBox
Foxes
Method My SN stat regime
Replies
18
Views
2K
Proper Overdoser
Proper Overdoser
BlackHole
Help Wondering Why The SS Community Won’t Help?
Replies
10
Views
2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
derpycool
My last week alive
Replies
9
Views
2K
Dawns
Dawns
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i just can't deal with all this shit going on in my life
Replies
4
Views
949
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
body_snatcher
They told me it would get better
Replies
2
Views
817
aitouka
aitouka
screamfntsy
Venting The Point?
Replies
9
Views
1K
LittleJem
L
emptymiku
Venting i'm a terrible person and i only deserve dying a slow and painful death
Replies
9
Views
1K
aitouka
aitouka
M
Discussion Do you believe some people are just not made for this world?
Replies
14
Views
2K
CentreMid
CentreMid
B
Help Struggling to find a way out
Replies
5
Views
648
beyondgone
B
PlasticFace
Found my old CTB letter
Replies
4
Views
998
SoftWorries
S
bjop
coming back from this state of mind ?
Replies
3
Views
965
trist
trist
M
does death from sodium nitrite hurt?
Replies
10
Views
2K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
H
cutting radial artery
Replies
0
Views
502
hollydolly
H
Assorted Orchids
Preferred method of CTB?
Replies
9
Views
887
Assorted Orchids
Assorted Orchids
AngelicPsychedelic
Help I'm looking for a russian roulette type of method
Replies
6
Views
1K
Sluggish_Slump
Sluggish_Slump
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