Help Struggling to find a way out

[beyondgone]

I need help I am so desperate for an out I have tried countless times in the last month countless failures I am left with one option suicide by cop but what are the chances in the uk

 

[SilentSadness]

I also have no way out in this horrible world, I want a peaceful death more than anything but this delusional society keeps me here against my will. Sadly, there is no such thing and I wouldn't trust a suicide by cop to work, especially as the stakes are so high. Others can be so cruel and forcing you to live through several failures is brutal. I hope you can find peace from this torment and your understandable desperation.

 

[FogFilledLife]

Have you considered methods involving the ocean?

 

[beyondgone]

Yes but drowning is too slow unless I'm miles out on a boat and "fall off the boat"

 

[FuneralCry]

Failing ctb sounds so horrific to me, that is exactly what I fear and I hate how we exist in a world where we are denied straightforward ways to exit. Suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult and if it was easier I would be long gone but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you search for.

 

[beyondgone]

I've tried and failed atleast 4 times in the last 31 days, from od cutting wrist, hanging, jumping a bridge nothing works am I immortal am I the only reason any of us persists to exist and once I finally end it all we will all be out of this hell for we are just brain cells next door the main cell knows we're not meant to be here but the brain cells next door aren't quite ready to let go an we call that SI, I am trapped in a world where N and SN are near enough impossible to obtain I haven't the balls to jump and anything else I try fails

Failing ctb sounds so horrific to me, that is exactly what I fear and I hate how we exist in a world where we are denied straightforward ways to exit. Suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult and if it was easier I would be long gone but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you search for.