I need the option of suicide , I really want to buy SN , not to use it but just to have it in my room. I just wanna have it be there , I want to be able to know that there is a way out , if I ever feel like killing myself the option is right there. How long is sn actually good for? When does it expire. I wanna order it and just have it in my room underneath my bed or something. I need something to help me get through the day , I need something to help me get through the week , I think that in 2 years time I will be dead , will probably be sooner , I need an option of a way out , I am so nervous and on edge all the time , if I know that at home I have something that would kill me quickly if anything goes wrong I think that it would soothe some nerves and make me a bit calmer troughout the day. I wisj I lived in the US and could just buy a gun to just shoot myself whenever. All you have to do is pull the trigger
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