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ZebraStripedDog

ZebraStripedDog

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Apr 5, 2023
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(I'm not planning to ctb for the next 2 months, cause I'm waiting for someone T_T)

But once I know for sure that I'm going to ctb what do I tell my Online friends. I don't want them to think that I just left them and I also don't want to worry them by saying I'm going to die. Can I tell them something else?
 
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bed

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Aug 24, 2019
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Ime telling online friends about my desires have just ended poorly so i've stopped and won't be saying anything when/if the time comes. You could just leave a message the day of or if you don't want to say anything to make them suspect youre going to ctb is saying youre taking an indefinite break from the internet.
 
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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
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(I'm not planning to ctb for the next 2 months, cause I'm waiting for someone T_T)

But once I know for sure that I'm going to ctb what do I tell my Online friends. I don't want them to think that I just left them and I also don't want to worry them by saying I'm going to die. Can I tell them something else?
Well, for me, Ill be completely honest with very few of them. Because I'm close with a couple of them, especially one person, she knows how much I have struggled.
 
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ZebraStripedDog

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Apr 5, 2023
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Ime telling online friends about my desires have just ended poorly so i've stopped and won't be saying anything when/if the time comes. You could just leave a message the day of or if you don't want to say anything to make them suspect youre going to ctb is saying youre taking an indefinite break from the internet.
Ohh telling them that I'll be taking a break seams like a good Idea. Thank you <3
Well, for me, Ill be completely honest with very few of them. Because I'm close with a couple of them, especially one person, she knows how much I have struggled.
Sadly I'm not really close with any of them, so I don't wanna tell them directly(yet).
 
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scarletstarlet

scarletstarlet

done with everything...
Apr 4, 2023
26
my close circle of online friends know about my depression. I told them, if I go inactive for an extended period of time with no warning, I'm dead.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

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Jun 13, 2021
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A scheduled post or email could work. Wishing you the best 💗
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
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My online friend that CTB sent me a really heartfelt message, and told me that he loved me and he was just in too deep and he knew it was his time. He definitely had the message pre-written. Just tell them that it isn't their fault, how you feel towards them and that you know it is your time. Hope this helps❤️
 
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TheDizzenter

TheDizzenter

Words that are alive, but a body rotting as well.
Feb 21, 2023
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Guarantee yourself your friends aren't going to go crazy or nuts.
Just a kind message and last conversation perhaps.
Just don't reveal your intentions that clearly.
 
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