Jupit3rs
"I'm finally going home... to the stars"
- Feb 23, 2022
- 65
My head is pulsating and hurting from all the crying today. Its been a while... but im here again, realizing that hope kills in the most painful and torturous way possible. I thought I could get better, that I was finally given a opportunity to be loved and cared for. Of course, it was a false alarm, my heart cannot lie and i feel broken, useless, undeserving of compassion. My rope is the only thing remaining intact and probably, my only consolation. Why do we have to suffer? I can't stop sobbing right now, thinking that there's more people like me, experiencing this hell... It stings... Everything hurts... I dont know what i should do... I'm a bad person? I'm in this pain bc I deserve it? I don't get it.
I really thought i could get better. I'm such a fool
I really thought i could get better. I'm such a fool