I know what I want, but I also know my family doesn't give a fuck about what I want, specially after I'm gone
I wanna be cremated, but they'll probably bury me on a random grave at the public cemetery (don't blame them, I don't have money to leave for them to make the arrangements I want)
I want them to dress me in MY clothes, no girl clothes, no nothing, but I know they'll try and dress me up as the girl they think I should be
I want my name to be respected and used, but if they don't care about it now I don't think they ever will
And lastly I don't want them going through any of my things, I want everything to be just thrown out in respect of my privacy, but they'll probably go and read all of my writings, judge all of my choices, etc