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Suicide Discussion

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sheepgirl
How can I get antiemetics for SN?
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2
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251
livingdeadgrl
livingdeadgrl
FuneralCry
Venting In a world as cruel as this, suicide shouldn’t be so difficult
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13
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723
yıη
yıη
counting-out-time
All falling into place - at hotel for my CBT day! Yay
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30
Views
2K
stormed lucky
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W
Venting It's my birthday
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12
Views
344
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
AloneInCollege
Venting I don't know how much longer I can last
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2
Views
290
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cath55555
Venting feeling weirdly peaceful today.
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1
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373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Method Aconite / Wolfsbane for ctb
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1
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488
Secret
S
T
Some words to make you feel heard, hopefully
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5
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274
thebusislatetonight
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bbye111
any hitmans out there? haha
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13
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964
Anzhe
Anzhe
M
  • Question
Help In case SaSu closes, is there a backup?
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3
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765
lionetta12
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Cryptonite
Discussion Do you often wonder who you could potentially be, had it not been for your physical or mental disease?
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28
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1K
Givenuponlife
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TimetoGo!
Finally have my opportunity to CTB
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16
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1K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
CTB Dream
Venting Repeat
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0
Views
241
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
exhaustedanonymous
Method acetaminophen 10k mg
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3
Views
395
blackroseRM
blackroseRM
hurtbox
Help How important is it to use an antiemetic with SN?
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29
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3K
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
R
ordering AE online
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2
Views
339
sheepgirl
sheepgirl
S
Advocating for Women's Health Care
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1
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237
Forever Sleep
F
borderline-feline
So, I had a meltdown and emailed my psychiatrist
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36
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1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
Never Alive
Help Is paspertin meto??
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1
Views
255
Willowmoon
Willowmoon
E
Story last post. what matter now for me is the future, the afterlife
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21
Views
813
anxious_depressive
A
CTB Dream
Venting Tel you everyone nothing help
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0
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234
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
No care
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0
Views
212
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Venting Existn damage
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0
Views
219
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
lilin
Help Is beta blocker still recommanded with sn?
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4
Views
754
bennydiazapine
bennydiazapine
S
What's the difference between a noose and a slipknot?
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2
Views
680
ksp
ksp
B
  • Poll
What have people found this forum (really) useful for?
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25
Views
632
Wisdom3_1-9
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H
Welp, I couldn't find SN
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8
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2K
hellgirlredux
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Opichi
carfentanil OD?
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17
Views
936
pup-pup
P
F
Best location when using a gun?
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10
Views
729
sizzlingfootnote
S
trucker247
Alternate meds for sn
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4
Views
300
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
S
I'm still here
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4
Views
297
ctb7767
C
pillow933
Crushed medication vs swallowing pills (benzos)
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1
Views
239
WaitingAllMyLife
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N
Ketamine interactions with SN, N or gas?
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0
Views
239
neoyokio
N
CTB Dream
Time depressi
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1
Views
229
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
O
In the hospital after attempt
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7
Views
519
orangepulp
O
I
available method
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6
Views
447
gomenasai
gomenasai
a_pine_tree
Help My disabilities will make me need to CTB in a year
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2
Views
284
Forever Sleep
F
TAW122
Venting There is no better example to why there should be legalized voluntary euthanasia
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11
Views
575
TAW122
TAW122
Shu
PPEH ESSENTIAL EDITION
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6
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1K
littlelady774
littlelady774
I
available method
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1
Views
234
Whole-Ad
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F
Venting Aren't you tired of being made to feel guilty?
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7
Views
475
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
I need your advice
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3
Views
431
Exiled spirit
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M
I don't want to die, but I'm desperate not to be in pain anymore
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3
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298
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
I want to drown
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2
Views
271
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
uk sn, propranolol, benzo source?
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4
Views
479
Saltedcoffee
S
F
Discussion Suicidal Artists
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9
Views
435
Pluto
Pluto
Houzor
Venting What I love to do the most is what I hate the most.
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4
Views
300
Pluto
Pluto
F
SN (Sodium Nitrite), what happens first: brain death or stopping of the heart?
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3
Views
993
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
DeepDespair101
Method My Method and Looking for Some Advice
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2
Views
726
novem
novem
M
  • Poll
Who do you envy the most?
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27
Views
759
LittleBlackCat
LittleBlackCat
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