Discussion Does anyone else have an irrational hatred for a certain location?

[Yllene13]

I have no idea why, but I hate my grandparents' house. Nothing really traumatic happened there (except for a bit of neglect) but I just detest being there. Every time I'm forced to go there, I mindlessly scroll through my phone for hours until I can finally leave. No matter how hard I try, I can never get anything productive done there

It has literally gone to the point where I fantasize about my grandparents dying so I won't have a reason to go there anymore.

My mom thinks I'm just being difficult and dramatic (which maybe I am tbh) but it has gone to the point where I contemplated committing suicide there just to prove a point.

 

[Fktw0rld]

Yes, absolutely. I hate the house I grew up in. I still have family members living there and would choose starvation and homelessness over ever returning. Even a large percentage of my night terror episodes, at one point or another, put me there.

 

[woh6]

You don't seem difficult or dramatic at all, there's a reason why you feel this way, it's just hard to figure it out. Personally, I don't have a particular irrational hatred for certain places. I only irrationally hate being with certain people or situations
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[AresCohere]

It's weird, because I'll have a hate for a location, but then get some strange nostalgia for it later.

If I would hate to chose one, it might actually me an amusement park I used to love to go to, but now work long days at for very, very little pay (below minimum wage low).

Day after day of seeing other people happy, while I waste away… watching.

 

[deomlez]

My childhood house. Not irrationnal, it makes me sad to death. But in general I hate this world. I fantasize of being in a place i know nobody and nobody knows me. In my head, it means Kyoto (dont ask me why), or a neutral hotel when i move for business. No interaction except Could you give me your credit card for security ? and Here is the door card.

 

[MrDarkness]

My school, it's like I can see my distant memories and hear them, I'm glad I'm out, I hate reliving my life in my head ffs

 

[CentreMid]

In terms of rational hatred, I hate my childhood house and any baptist church (lots and lots of trauma from both). I also hate the sushi restaurant I worked for last year (left because I was being sexually harassed and nothing was being done about it. That place was shady as fuck!).

In terms of irrational hatred, I cannot stand malls or other large stores like grocery stores. Too many people making too much noise. Annoying music everywhere. The lights are too bright and I feel dizzy because I'm so overwhelmed. The amount of body odour coming from other people makes me cringe so, so much and I want to scream. It's disgusting honestly.

I believe this is because of my neurodivergence and tendency to become overstimulated, but most people simply don't care or aren't affected by it which is why I consider it irrational (for myself of course. If anyone else who's neurodivergent has the same problem and considers it to be rational for themselves then that's perfectly fine! We all react differently to things!). But I digress.

Unfortunately, I need food and clothes to survive, so these large places are a necessary evil, but if I had the option to go without them, I would. I detest those places with every fibre of what's left of me.

 

[stainedtips]

My school, it's like I can see my distant memories and hear them, I'm glad I'm out, I hate reliving my life in my head ffs

100%. I'm too irresponsible to commit to a good sleep schedule, so I doubt I'll be able to transfer (most schools in my area are bad, the best one is in a neighborhood 40min away by train) so I'm stuck here. I hate my only two friends and I had no luck making any new ones last year. I dread the upcoming school year, I can keep lying to myself as much as I want but I know I won't change. I'll be that weird kid who's voice you've never heard all over again

 

[MrDarkness]

100%. I'm too irresponsible to commit to a good sleep schedule, so I doubt I'll be able to transfer (most schools in my area are bad, the best one is in a neighborhood 40min away by train) so I'm stuck here. I hate my only two friends and I had no luck making any new ones last year. I dread the upcoming school year, I can keep lying to myself as much as I want but I know I won't change. I'll be that weird kid who's voice you've never heard all over again

Yeah that sucks my guy, hope life becomes better in some way for you, for me it's the memories are so clear, like down to everything, I can her my conversations good and bad in clear, I hate it so much, I hate having to hear all the poison I said and did, I want it to stop. I want my memories gone for good, I hate facing myself

 

[deomlez]

In terms of rational hatred, I hate my childhood house and any baptist church (lots and lots of trauma from both). I also hate the sushi restaurant I worked for last year (left because I was being sexually harassed and nothing was being done about it. That place was shady as fuck!).

In terms of irrational hatred, I cannot stand malls or other large stores like grocery stores. Too many people making too much noise. Annoying music everywhere. The lights are too bright and I feel dizzy because I'm so overwhelmed. The amount of body odour coming from other people makes me cringe so, so much and I want to scream. It's disgusting honestly.

I believe this is because of my neurodivergence and tendency to become overstimulated, but most people simply don't care or aren't affected by it which is why I consider it irrational (for myself of course. If anyone else who's neurodivergent has the same problem and considers it to be rational for themselves then that's perfectly fine! We all react differently to things!). But I digress.

Unfortunately, I need food and clothes to survive, so these large places are a necessary evil, but if I had the option to go without them, I would. I detest those places with every fibre of what's left of me.

Reading that, i was like hey here is a neuroA...

 

[90starve]

there are certain streets in my city that i can't visit anymore due to the trauma that happened there.

 

[jemetire]

School

 

[FadingDawn]

In terms of rational hatred, I hate my childhood house and any baptist church (lots and lots of trauma from both). I also hate the sushi restaurant I worked for last year (left because I was being sexually harassed and nothing was being done about it. That place was shady as fuck!).

In terms of irrational hatred, I cannot stand malls or other large stores like grocery stores. Too many people making too much noise. Annoying music everywhere. The lights are too bright and I feel dizzy because I'm so overwhelmed. The amount of body odour coming from other people makes me cringe so, so much and I want to scream. It's disgusting honestly.

I believe this is because of my neurodivergence and tendency to become overstimulated, but most people simply don't care or aren't affected by it which is why I consider it irrational (for myself of course. If anyone else who's neurodivergent has the same problem and considers it to be rational for themselves then that's perfectly fine! We all react differently to things!). But I digress.

Unfortunately, I need food and clothes to survive, so these large places are a necessary evil, but if I had the option to go without them, I would. I detest those places with every fibre of what's left of me.

So sorry to hear about the harrassment. It certainly enough to be have a fairly dour dispostion to a lot of people after things like that -- and not unjustly. I also highly emphatize with not liking malls, or other crowded, noisy and garish locations.
All the best, hope things go better for you soon one way or another.