waltz

waltz

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Jul 18, 2023
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I need suggestions. How do I feel comfortable? I'm so picky. I want to get it right this time.

I'm dying tonight. I'm going to try my best this time. My fight with depression stops with Gaga calling me ugly at the end of 911 and saying my workplace.

My fight with depression has been rough. The pain is unbearable. I don't have life insurance, but I'm willing to trade for a painless existence. I don't understand what I did to warrant that much hatred from her or anyone. I just know that anytime I vented about it on suicide project, she'd encourage my suicide in the video. You know how it is, coked up losers like that get away with anything and find loopholes to do it.
Idk though. I'm on a suicide website. Ameriqual, they once let me go and I vented about it. Gaga spread way worse rumors about me than that. Idk why.

I don't have the resources to sue her.
People like her love bullying mentally ill people. Depression... She incited violence against me. Words like "Fag" and "Bitch" or "Dyke" was used to intimidate me at work. They repeated the shit Gaga put on her YouTube.

At work, a guy showed up in the parking lot and said he had a gun pointed at me, to intimidate me. Like, idk. It's difficult fitting in already, and this woman made the target bigger. Because she felt like it? Idfk.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

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Forgive my ignorance I don't know your story who is Gaga?
 
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Aisley

Aisley

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I don't know shit about shit, but this looks to me like a psychotic episode. It's alright to ask for help, if help is an option where you are.
 
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Gonnerr

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Good luck , i hope you set yourself free from that pain.
 
waltz

waltz

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Good luck , i hope you set yourself free from that pain.
Thanks. I wouldn't be surprised if these Gaslighty ones were "flying monkeys," that were sent by her, I mean.

Nobody will actually watch the end of 911, they'd rather lie to me and that's a red flag alone.. I am gracious for the support, especially the decision to end my life after this.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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It sounds so awful what you've been through, to me it's just so incredibly horrible how humans create so much suffering in this world. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 

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