spøgelse

spøgelse

Student
May 14, 2023
104
either cancer or a heart attack. runs in the family.
 
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Creeping Death

New Member
Jul 17, 2023
4
I suppose my drinking would catch up to me eventually. Can't drink 10+ drinks a night for 30+ years without consequences.
 
Anonymoususer1234

Anonymoususer1234

Experienced
Apr 13, 2023
216
Probably something stupid and unremarkable like a vehicular accident or organ failure of some kind.
 
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aGoodDayToDie

Arcanist
Jun 30, 2023
460
I dread to think. No cancer in the family but I do smoke a lot. I used to drink a lot of alcohol but had to give that up, my stomach is a mess. Knowing my luck my death will be drawn out and painful. Fuck life. Fuck this existence. Fuck the government for forcing us to suffer
 
bedhead_baby

bedhead_baby

stupid selfish baby
Jul 16, 2023
115
I've always imagined murder or accident. I live in an iffy area where I've already been robbed at gunpoint and followed by people very clearly on drugs, so I always assume I'm about to be stabbed. I don't think it's actually as dangerous as my mind makes it out to be, but still.

Otherwise, cancer. Cancer catches us all if we live long enough.
 
Voidly

Voidly

Fellow wanderer
Jul 16, 2023
8
I have a feeling I'd be murdered, either that or my heart would just give up on me
 
𖣴 nadia 𖣴

𖣴 nadia 𖣴

...member...
Dec 15, 2021
252
Either heart failure because of anxiety and anaemia, or dementia because of depression, anxiety and ptsd. Possibly cancer or liver failure.
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
I would probably die of cancer or something, cancer runs in the family and i probably wouldn't bother getting it checked because i have no desire to live.
 
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Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
Stroke most probably,both my mum & dad have had one. Or maybe lung cancer ( smoker you see! )
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
452
Something heart-related (probably as a complication of Type 1 diabetes + my sedentary life and disordered eating). Alternately, cancer, which my dad passed away when he was 12 years older than I am now.

Sometimes I fear that I'm going to live to old age despite being a suicidal nihilist. It would be such cruel irony.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Many women in my family lived well into old age, so I guess I'd just pass away of natural causes.
 
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OutOfTheVoid

she/her
Feb 10, 2023
199
idk if 'natural' death is even a thing at least for me, it's likely i'd die from health problems because of neglecting & destroying my body over time, eventually my lifestyle of self-destructive hedonism (drugs, sh, etc.) and self-denying asceticism (not eating, not taking care of myself, etc.) would catch up to me. it's honestly the only thing i think i can hope for unless i can obtain a reliable ctb method. that or getting murdered or dying from poisoning by pollution or getting caught in an environmental disaster, all increasingly likely scenarios, but i'd rather die on my own terms not as a victim of this evil world
 
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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
490
A wide variety of things could do me in, various health conditions that could develop y'know.

But it'll definitely be quite earlier then most, be preventable, and just be a death due to my own self-neglect.
Even when I'm not outright killing myself I'm having my life end.
 
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snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
probably cancer. and then if i find out i have it i'd CTB early on to avoid the suffering of being slowly being taken by it. so in the end still CTB
 
enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
382
I would think, dementia, due to chronic depression, anxiety and ptsd. And, from the meds I take for all of those.
 
KILLING_POSSUM

KILLING_POSSUM

"I love you" Don't say anything you can't promise.
Jul 17, 2023
21
Maybe breast cancer, it runs in my family, and even though I plan on getting top surgery as soon as I can, there is still a chance I could have or get breast cancer.

Either that or some sort of infection, I don't take care of myself and my hygiene is absolute shit.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,872
If I were to die naturally, it would probably be from health conditions, either cardiovascular related, blood pressure, cancer (depending on lifestyle, genetics, and age), and/or of course, some disease or illness that I'm not really aware of.
 
ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
there is no natural death possible except to CTB for me
 

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