idk if 'natural' death is even a thing at least for me, it's likely i'd die from health problems because of neglecting & destroying my body over time, eventually my lifestyle of self-destructive hedonism (drugs, sh, etc.) and self-denying asceticism (not eating, not taking care of myself, etc.) would catch up to me. it's honestly the only thing i think i can hope for unless i can obtain a reliable ctb method. that or getting murdered or dying from poisoning by pollution or getting caught in an environmental disaster, all increasingly likely scenarios, but i'd rather die on my own terms not as a victim of this evil world