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Suicide Discussion

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Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
I want to CTB but fear death
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2
Views
375
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
Rumi
How much anti-histamines would I need to take to knock me out cold in under 30 minutes?
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8
Views
1K
Rumi
Rumi
nmnxastia
I'm drunk and want to kill myself
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11
Views
571
nmnxastia
nmnxastia
L
I hate getting older
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15
Views
749
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
PrettyKitty
Please help I wanna die so bad right now
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33
Views
2K
macrocosm
M
A
PEOPLE ARE EVIL
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11
Views
867
man_in_red:)
man_in_red:)
Lxions
Venting Genuine Exhaustion
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0
Views
339
Lxions
Lxions
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Questions about Psych Wards
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3
Views
811
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
R
It's hard to come up with a plan that looks like an accident
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12
Views
999
skylarwhiteyo104781
skylarwhiteyo104781
A
WHERE ARE WE FROM? Really. SERIOUS
Replies
7
Views
879
Absolutely Mad
Absolutely Mad
Himalayan
Method Ratchet tie down - five last acts (clarifications)
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10
Views
2K
my-end
M
C
Help How do I begin to plan?
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3
Views
434
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
ph4zzzy
Help what kind of bag should I use?
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12
Views
952
PoisonousPotato
P
etherealgoddess
The Tantacrul Video is Ridiculous
Replies
1
Views
611
pharmacoepia
pharmacoepia
borderline-feline
Venting Sensory Overload
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9
Views
860
trist
trist
Sammie_com.sanrio
I’m so happy
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5
Views
624
Sammie_com.sanrio
Sammie_com.sanrio
A
Life. ... Just a thought.
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0
Views
334
absolomonisgone
A
stilhavinightmares
Sorry if false alarm, about to take SN
Replies
40
Views
3K
Letgo
L
Challu
  • Poll
Discussion Another CTB poll
Replies
22
Views
2K
redisblue
redisblue
future.
Help hangmans knot
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2
Views
584
Worndown
Worndown
C
do you have people who care about you? how do they factor into your decision to ctb?
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11
Views
681
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
CTB Dream
Discussion See no sense absurdity life
Replies
1
Views
369
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Story Ghosting callous
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2
Views
665
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
corazon
Smiling or laughing at inappropriate times
Replies
5
Views
876
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
oooobeeeeii
Venting Knowing you can have a future but feeling so down?
Replies
0
Views
315
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
N
Landing on back of the head?
Replies
0
Views
382
nosoul
N
CTB Dream
Venting No method
Replies
3
Views
777
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Method Feeling pretty miserable and desperate
Replies
2
Views
610
feelingtrapped
F
Tiredman
Afterlife/Final road trip.
Replies
24
Views
3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
inlify
new suffering
Replies
1
Views
323
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting I see it as being insensitive how people dismiss how horrible life really is.
Replies
5
Views
659
LookAway
LookAway
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion What keeps you going each day?
Replies
15
Views
1K
numbhouse
numbhouse
M
Caved into fear. Didnt go through
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4
Views
501
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
purplerapture
I bought 50 grams of zinc phosphide rat poison
Replies
2
Views
622
purplerapture
purplerapture
E
two suicide attempts every second on earth.
Replies
11
Views
1K
Rumi
Rumi
Archer
Venting I want to CTB but can't bring myself to pull the trigger
Replies
14
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
C
vent, why do i want to ctb?
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0
Views
371
chad2018
C
CTB Dream
All lie life no more
Replies
0
Views
289
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
BabyCamus
Venting Feeling so trapped here
Replies
3
Views
803
Hugh Class
Hugh Class
E
Witnessing suicide attempts
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0
Views
396
Exiled spirit
E
E
Discussion Any one else who used to occasionally go to the woods or other quite places and cry and scream.
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5
Views
1K
froggirl9000
froggirl9000
starrvingstar
i used to be terrified of death
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4
Views
374
froggirl9000
froggirl9000
Covalite
Help Would a black powder pistol work for cbt?
Replies
3
Views
533
SatouR
SatouR
CTB Dream
Venting Very tired human
Replies
0
Views
322
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
L
Life is ugly, we are inherently lonely and I'm very conscious about it
Replies
12
Views
3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
neemva
Method Goodbye thread
Replies
55
Views
7K
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
Fasting to death/what happens if it fails.
Replies
46
Views
2K
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
hxppythxught
Discussion Do you have a word thats traumatic to you?
Replies
39
Views
2K
froggirl9000
froggirl9000
disabledlife
Who wants CTB following a miscarriage of justice? prison for nothing (reject by others, family...), self-image tarnished forever, wasted life time...
Replies
3
Views
504
froggirl9000
froggirl9000
H
Question abt jumping: Pls help
Replies
2
Views
460
mrwizard11
M
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