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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
J
Resource Benzo source UK
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10
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tiredone
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Mentally unstable
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23
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942
BBBB
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KatyushaHanging
Venting I'm so tired.
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2
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529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sleepyturtle
Venting my only reason will be gone soon
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10
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
enanan
Venting i’m so fucking mad
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3
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587
BBBB
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natali4
Anyone else worried about SN method?
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46
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3K
Disaster
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S
Emotions
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6
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338
Caoine01
Caoine01
Beeko
CTB over the feelings of injustice in general?
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18
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1K
DiscT
DiscT
Allen123
How to ‘attempt’ CTB but not actually die
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13
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2K
Next-to-Nil
Next-to-Nil
Mr. Incapable
Envy and pity
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4
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351
downndone2
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TAW122
[Article] Debunking the argument "How do you know you are sane?"
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13
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
birdofafeather
Venting I think I might CTB this week. Thoughts, fears, etc.
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7
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760
ctbsurvivor<3
ctbsurvivor<3
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What about N supplier?
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2
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447
MrShino
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Painless_end
Discussion What is the one mistake that has affected your whole life ?
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113
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6K
Secrets1
Secrets1
D
Hating life, mistakes, pain, insight
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3
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345
downndone2
D
Lonerzepam
Venting I can't stand when people ctb for really minor stupid reasons
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49
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4K
anguila_anguila
anguila_anguila
stardust00
Discussion What’s the most painful way to CTB?
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9
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1K
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
AvenWav
Venting Less than 48 hrs before my CTB
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5
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1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
O
What Will Be Your Final Thoughts As You CTB?
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25
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564
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
ikadasui
Venting It's hard to even post on here anymore
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4
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1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
I
xan and respiratory depression
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1
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309
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
H
Criterias to evaluate rational suicide
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23
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1K
Disaster
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FuneralCry
Venting True peace could only ever exist in death
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11
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1K
Viranamari
Viranamari
D
Method SN: car, hotel or forest?
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11
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2K
Fwompje
Fwompje
SleepInStatic
  • Question
Method Advice Regarding the Hydrogen Sulfide Method.
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0
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896
SleepInStatic
SleepInStatic
FuneralCry
Venting Too many pro lifers on here
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45
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5K
Reiter
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endme
hanging noises
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6
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1K
missingpeace
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PigeonDreamzz
Method Important: regarding Germany and SN from Canada/US
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41
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4K
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
borderline-feline
Venting Emptiness and anger
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4
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984
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
T
Trying to price out an exit bag
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9
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1K
MelodyCymbal
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TAW122
Discussion [Idea] If there was an experiment (psych, social, or w/e) to prove that suffering sucks..
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6
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519
TAW122
TAW122
LocalAngel
Venting not sure how to feel
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10
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1K
LocalAngel
LocalAngel
intelcorei2duo
Method SN bath
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9
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2K
WeepingWillow
WeepingWillow
I
How long does SI on inert gas last?
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5
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585
itsallpointless
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WeepingWillow
Modified exit bag
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0
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493
WeepingWillow
WeepingWillow
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Help Just ordered 25g of 97% SN. Hope this is enough (%) and it is pure. Main way to test is my blood? Other options?
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6
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1K
Iamhere2005
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O
Discussion pro-choice but opposed to physician-assisted suicide?
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16
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1K
iwantdeath6969
I
m1v
Venting Getting better disgusts me.
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1
Views
619
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
KatyushaHanging
How would you spend your last days?
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16
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699
mistake22
mistake22
solemn and sad
I'm preparing to ctb soon by partial suspension. Any thougts advice or anything else for my final moments?
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0
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383
solemn and sad
solemn and sad
wastingpotential
how do you go on when things get so hard?
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11
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1K
cristaleyez
cristaleyez
F
What happens to people’s family after they ctb?
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6
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643
missingpeace
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CerberusReapers
Story Today I reach freedom.
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15
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1K
Dominicka
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hxppythxught
Discussion If you could go back in time, would you?
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31
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1K
missingpeace
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noalarms
Do you consider yourself fortunate?
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44
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2K
Archness
Archness
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Question
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2
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338
missingpeace
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stilhavinightmares
If your loved one was going to CTB, what would be most comforting to you?
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13
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775
Rob1984
Rob1984
gcso
Discussion Everything is distractions under the veil of emptiness.
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3
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617
Archness
Archness
H
Stat dose or 48 hr regimen for sn method and why?
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3
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622
missingpeace
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E
Vent.. too pussy to do it trying tk work up the nerve
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5
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571
itsallpointless
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