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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Thoroughly Bored
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4
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490
90starve
90starve
Unattainable666
Suicide Attempt - Interesting - Peaceful
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2
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651
peaceindeath
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N easily available in which countries?
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7
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1K
Ernest1964
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Netvor
Tonight is the night
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32
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2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
Jamesun
Fluoxetine
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1
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473
Praestat_Mori
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Discussion To all those who already tried CTB
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7
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1K
CentreMid
CentreMid
Ambivalent1
When you do it, will you plan a day or just wake up knowing that the day has arrived?
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23
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1K
cami
cami
Quizzaci0us
Venting I spent 10 hours cleaning and now I'm sobbing
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5
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873
corazon
corazon
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Discussion For those who have already everything they need to CTB, do you get inner peace? or more anxiety?
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14
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1K
Sapphire
Sapphire
reismisery
Venting anyone else feels like this?
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12
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930
reismisery
reismisery
Shirokuma
Where should I take SN?
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3
Views
677
sickbeyondmeasure
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Valentino
Venting school makes me feel sick
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7
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511
betternever2havbeen
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IC and CCS aquarium test
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5
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492
m1v
m1v
spirittheyregone
Help Timing Your CTB? What to do before CTB?
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3
Views
833
m1v
m1v
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Happiness?
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19
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745
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
FuneralCry
Venting I wish that people wouldn’t so cruelly force life here.
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4
Views
528
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
terminalending
Venting Suicide feels impossible
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5
Views
999
AsleepPreference160
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xxAbigailxx
Someone in austria (Ă–sterreich) who would want to meet up?
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5
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886
Cøøkie
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Dainhla
Discussion How to difference between being in denial and being melodramatic?
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4
Views
476
Aisley
Aisley
CYP11B1
Method Dorsal penile artery
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0
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583
CYP11B1
CYP11B1
R
Help I don't know how to do it.
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9
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977
outrider567
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CTB with N, Rant and what happens after it’s over
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24
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2K
Strangeasangels
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Busridin'26
New method and stupid safety "plans"
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1
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459
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
hippiepowers
Venting I am spiraling and can’t handle my home life and thoughts of future
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3
Views
410
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
Dawns
just ordered my SN
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38
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3K
sunsetboat234
sunsetboat234
Terrible00
Venting I hate my parents
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2
Views
480
Aisley
Aisley
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H2S - Help Please
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5
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1K
UKscotty
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Wanting to die is a weird goal - working to have the right to do this (peacefully)
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5
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425
Aisley
Aisley
generaltonight1709
charcoal in car?
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3
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721
generaltonight1709
generaltonight1709
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Story Possibly made the worst decision of my life
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13
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1K
Goodgirlryeo101
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mutething
Venting My Combo of Disabilities is Affecting my Quality of Life
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2
Views
451
mutething
mutething
syyaaahhhh
I think I'm losing my mind
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1
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RottingCherry
Discussion Why haven't you CTB yet?
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24
Views
943
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
Fktw0rld
Bus is approaching to SN city
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3
Views
810
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Human are so cruel
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3
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717
oh_no191
oh_no191
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Need
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1
Views
379
Eternal Bliss
Eternal Bliss
nothingbutmybest
Method Benadryl Drowning Viability?
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7
Views
2K
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
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Discussion Is Methylene Blue a good suggestion?
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1
Views
602
jemetire
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CTB Dream
Venting Move arm pain
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1
Views
459
noname223
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B
SN from IC UK
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6
Views
627
seaspray
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G
Help What do most families do if you fail your CTB attempt?
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5
Views
992
IndyAna
IndyAna
ggetout33
How bad is nicotine injection?
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0
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495
ggetout33
ggetout33
BeautifulMosaics
Has anyone else who has only taken the preparatory meds for SN experienced a fast/uncomfortable heartbeat? How to stop this?
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2
Views
840
just_so_done
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helicoptero
Venting Told my SO about my plans to CTB
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6
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1K
Readytogo246
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SHThrowAway213
Method Does anyone have any idea how long it would take me to die through strangling/hanging?
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3
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1K
Redhat83
Redhat83
enditplz
Where can I buy a SCBA kit like what EM had?
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1
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435
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
Jule_from_Germany
Bad news
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19
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1K
GettingOut
GettingOut
bloodyenamel
Venting The Comfort of Nothingness
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10
Views
716
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
corazon
Venting CTB date meddled with before it even arrives
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1
Views
377
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Death by drowning??
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3
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1K
drennedrat
drennedrat
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