soft-flower345
šøI'm ashamed of who I've becomešø
- May 15, 2023
- 93
One day, when I'm ready, I really want to be consensually murdered by my would be lover one day.
I don't know why, it's not a matter of making it easier for me by letting someone else perform the act that lets me finally ctb. There's something symbolic, and romantic about the gesture of what would be my lover willingly granting me the mercy I seek. To feel their hands around my throat, or for them to plunge a blade into my heart while straddling me after I've drank SN, that would be ideal. It's intimate, and comforting knowing I die with the one I love.
Not that it matters, but I'm curious, do you view this as an act of suicide?
I don't know why, it's not a matter of making it easier for me by letting someone else perform the act that lets me finally ctb. There's something symbolic, and romantic about the gesture of what would be my lover willingly granting me the mercy I seek. To feel their hands around my throat, or for them to plunge a blade into my heart while straddling me after I've drank SN, that would be ideal. It's intimate, and comforting knowing I die with the one I love.
Not that it matters, but I'm curious, do you view this as an act of suicide?