tmprl
Member
- Jul 4, 2023
- 8
Back in 2017 I tried hanging myself but it wasn't from up high it was just on my knees and a low branch. I ended up messing up some stuff like in my face, after that i would be constantly "adjusting" my face like i would move my lips around or idk. I think it affected my looks to where i looked better but after a year i think i ended up looking worse. When i would be sitting down playing game or whatever i would feel this pressure on my forehead.
In 2019 i went to the mental hospital and this one morning i was experimenting with that pressure on my forehead and i found out that it made me look better. Later on i was outside having a smoke when this lady was out there too. She started talking to me and then she seen something on my eyebrows so then she wiped them with her thumb and that's where my affliction comes from - that moment right there.
A while after that i was reading a book when i noticed something was off. I felt strange. What i was going through is what i call "onset". It is this idk what to call it like a horrible sensation or feeling that i get every now and then. In 2019 at first i noticed that when i scratch my forehead with all of my fingers it brings it on and when i wear glasses.
I think in 2021 it went away for a like a year. In
June 2022 i went back to the mental hospital and over there the onset came back. While i was getting out of the shower there was this drain in the floor and i was standing awkwardly on it when i was drying my hair with a towel and then i felt this movement in my upper forehead. After that the onset came back and never went away even after a year.
So now i'm stuck with it and i hate it.
In 2019 i went to the mental hospital and this one morning i was experimenting with that pressure on my forehead and i found out that it made me look better. Later on i was outside having a smoke when this lady was out there too. She started talking to me and then she seen something on my eyebrows so then she wiped them with her thumb and that's where my affliction comes from - that moment right there.
A while after that i was reading a book when i noticed something was off. I felt strange. What i was going through is what i call "onset". It is this idk what to call it like a horrible sensation or feeling that i get every now and then. In 2019 at first i noticed that when i scratch my forehead with all of my fingers it brings it on and when i wear glasses.
I think in 2021 it went away for a like a year. In
June 2022 i went back to the mental hospital and over there the onset came back. While i was getting out of the shower there was this drain in the floor and i was standing awkwardly on it when i was drying my hair with a towel and then i felt this movement in my upper forehead. After that the onset came back and never went away even after a year.
So now i'm stuck with it and i hate it.
