Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
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For the longest time I wanted to tell someone - anyone - post it someplace what the people in my life had done to me to push me over the edge to ctb. but then I realized what a waste of time that was because no one gives a shit. There is not one person on this shitty world who gives a shit if I live or die. After living all this time - after saving two little girls from drowning - after all the times I've been there for others - there is no one - no family - no friends - absolutely no one - to be there when i take my last breadth. Please don't get me wrong I'm not feeling sorry for myself - this is more an aha moment. Just a real cold water in the face moment. The people in this world are pathetic, idiotic assholes. I honestly don't want to be here anymore. I am in pretty good health - that's not it. My mental health is shit. And I am ready to go. It's like that song Starry Starry Night - this world was never meant for never meant for one as beautiful as me - see you soon Chris!