Venting finals paper and school troubles

[brokenbirdy]

my brain has gone downhill so much recently. my school has been the cause of most of this. every time i tried to get academic support this semester i never got it, and my time was wasted. politically, my school has ties to raytheon and have a vendetta against students who do shit about that. including me. mfers sent the campus cops after me and now i'm so fricken paranoid. and now its finals and my paper is about state terrorism and i have readings on police violence and i cant read this without freaking out and its due so soon and i have a presentation on it. my body hurts and i feel ill all the time from fear

on top of that, ive never been good at essays. never have i been able to finish an important essay. its so fricken hard, i dont know how people do this. i want to drop out. i wish i lived in another world

 

[TripTheLight]

Sending the cops against someone for not supporting a political partner is appaling, Im so sorry that happened to you. I don't know your situation but I hope you can take time for yourself and maybe leave some school things for later, your wellbeing is more important than academics.