I suggest looking at the suicide resources and megathreads to find your ideal option. Each option has its pros and cons and what works for one person may not work for another based on accessibility, cost, comfort level with a certain method, etc.
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You can use this, it's a good place to start and it is very comprehensive with lots of information, I hope this helps and that you find peace