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deadhead12!
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- Mar 12, 2023
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Hello all. I'm 25 and had to declare bankruptcy after a manic episode that wrecked my life. I don't know how I'm supposed to afford the cost of care for bipolar disorder because psychiatrist is so expensive and it is overwhelming to have think about what a life with bipolar disorder means. In my mania, I pushed all my friends away. To be 25, and have no lasting relationships just feels horrible. In my stupidity, I abandoned my car full of all my belongings and flew across the country. Losing everything I had but the cloths on my back. I can hardly dress myself to leave the house.
My family is sick of my telling them I want to die. I think they might kick me out soon.
I used to be so smart. I graduated college with a 4.0 and had awards from the white house for my community service and now my life is a joke. Everyone thought I would grow up to be so successful but I just worked so hard I never experienced childhood and coming to the realization that I'll just work and be a zombie to corporate america.
My family is sick of my telling them I want to die. I think they might kick me out soon.
I used to be so smart. I graduated college with a 4.0 and had awards from the white house for my community service and now my life is a joke. Everyone thought I would grow up to be so successful but I just worked so hard I never experienced childhood and coming to the realization that I'll just work and be a zombie to corporate america.