Venting I wish there was an easy way to commit suicide.

[Secro]

I lack the energy to even lead a parasitic life; I just want to die. I've wished for death for years, made countless attempts, and often failed due to my own incompetence. I wish I could simply no longer carry the burden of life on my shoulders. I've also cut off all my contacts and never really had any friends. Life might be a little nicer if I only had someone I understood and texted daily. But for some reason, I always do something in chats that destroys the connection, as if I'm programmed to reject everyone.

 

[wolfing]

I relate so much to u

What do we think about helium intoxication? I've read about people that inhale lots of helium to cause hypoxia and die painlessly.
What I'm curious is about acquisition of helium. Do people buy those "balloon tanks"? How does one get enough helium to inhale it all and guarantee death?