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Suicide Discussion

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ringo99
Homemade test for SN?
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8
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765
ringo99
ringo99
CTB Dream
Venting Wish never see species
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3
Views
524
lucines
lucines
greyblue_bian
Possibly found SN. (UPDATE 3)
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4
Views
885
Electronic Music
Electronic Music
Homulily
Venting I don't know how to function anymore.
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14
Views
940
Homulily
Homulily
Candle in the wind
  • Question
Help Did alcohol help reduce your self-preservation instinct?
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3
Views
525
captive
C
genesisofpasaqalia
What keeps you from going through with it? (Aside from people)
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31
Views
1K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
etherealgoddess
Discussion Scared to Kill Myself--What should I do? What is your experience of sodium nitrite?
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6
Views
938
ditsyking
ditsyking
I
laughing gas (n2o- nitrous oxide)
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5
Views
780
ditsyking
ditsyking
DrinkyCrow
Venting I think i have neither the focus nor brain cells left to CTB or continue living.
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7
Views
971
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Justnotme
Help Is there a doctor or a nurse, a medical brother on the forum? I want to ask a question about the veins on the hands and about the reaction of the vein
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5
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1K
Escapee
E
1
Why is this N2O method not more popular?
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3
Views
1K
ditsyking
ditsyking
Daxter_87
Forcing myself to do an activity
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5
Views
787
Rational man
Rational man
Valentino
Venting I so badly want someone older in my life
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7
Views
476
Valentino
Valentino
soysoysoy
Story Someone Going Around Reporting People
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13
Views
1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Sadbrains
Venting Maybe I'm not trying hard enough
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7
Views
1K
Sadbrains
Sadbrains
born_carbon25
Help Any site links selling +95% pure SN for the UK?
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4
Views
477
I_want_to_sleep
I_want_to_sleep
ger3172
Venting wrote this on my notes app right now, thought id share
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4
Views
534
ger3172
ger3172
sigh333
Venting depressed n it's sunny. high rant
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4
Views
622
Valky
Valky
skybluesuicide
Venting living off parents, no job prospects, no desirable qualities
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3
Views
1K
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
snailboy
Venting living in a small town is hell
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9
Views
972
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Nitrogen reason?
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16
Views
2K
befree
befree
Dainhla
Help I can't seem to make decisions
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1
Views
401
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting Contradictions
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2
Views
346
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
The bad thoughts keep coming back
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4
Views
398
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
V
  • Question
Survival instincts getting in the way
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1
Views
559
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
20ClownRules
Discussion I kept failing (trying household items)
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1
Views
505
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Riu
Discussion Random Mood Swings?
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4
Views
1K
Riu
Riu
feder
How does death feel in your opinion?
Replies
9
Views
575
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HarmonicScreams
Venting Made my decision. Tonight is the night.
Replies
32
Views
2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
looking_for_peace
I miss my ex
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12
Views
603
meowmeowkitty
meowmeowkitty
LastOrder
Discussion What are your thoughts on making videos/photos while CTB
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16
Views
2K
I_want_to_sleep
I_want_to_sleep
A
Venting Exploding with desparation - i cant do another day.
Replies
13
Views
867
tweaka2x
tweaka2x
feder
Venting The urge to stop talking to everyone
Replies
16
Views
819
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
plurkid
Method Weird fishes feared wishes
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2
Views
501
plurkid
plurkid
D
Carbon monoxide poisoning by car exhaust method
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15
Views
1K
befree
befree
♠Nero♠
Venting I'm Confused and Unsure
Replies
8
Views
851
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
WaffleWoman
Help How do I hide signs of depression?
Replies
16
Views
874
WaffleWoman
WaffleWoman
P
Venting Etterath
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0
Views
363
porkfriedrice
P
peace0
Just want to share
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2
Views
542
sannoji
sannoji
soft-flower345
How to locate radial artery?
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2
Views
640
Vizzy
Vizzy
H
Videos of night night method?
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5
Views
1K
00nobody00
0
Busridin'26
Venting This world makes me sad and sick at the same time.
Replies
0
Views
327
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
K
  • Question
Is this enough?
Replies
13
Views
1K
Vizzy
Vizzy
meowmewo
Venting Awful year, probably time to CTB
Replies
14
Views
872
meowmeowkitty
meowmeowkitty
Sparr0w
Goodbye thread
Replies
29
Views
3K
20ClownRules
20ClownRules
LookAway
Why not Nitrogen?
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31
Views
3K
DurkheimsCat
D
H
New to this
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15
Views
741
HAKMKS
H
I
Failed CTB
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12
Views
2K
NoStanding
NoStanding
mapleboy
Help Is this building high enough for a successful jump?
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14
Views
1K
freonix
freonix
Yym1
After a attempt
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13
Views
2K
Worndown
Worndown
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