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i.was.lonely

i.was.lonely

i love rain
Oct 3, 2023
11
Hello,

I'm planning to CTB soon, and I have been counting on the SN method to do the trick. Recently, however, I've been thinking about jumping as a way to CTB. The reason for this is because, while the SN method is really good (imo), I'm scared of it failing because I don't have a proper antiemetic (I only have OTC Dramamine). So there's definitely a chance of me throwing up the SN after I drink it.

There is a water bridge in my area that is 185 feet (56 meters) above the water, but I read somewhere that's it's best to aim for at least 200 feet (61 meters) when jumping. This bridge is the highest one in roughly 70 miles around me, so I don't have a much better accessible option.

Would jumping from this bridge into the water ensure death? Not necessarily on impact, but at least high enough that I break enough bones that I am physically unable to move/stop myself from drowning.
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

I'll wait for you ❤️
Sep 15, 2023
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I think this bridge isn't high enough for you to be confident in succeeding
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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don't aim for a possibility, aim for success in all things, whether it be recovery or successfully CTBing.
 
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