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Suicide Discussion

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terminalending
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Men are a little strange to me
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39
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2K
angel31
angel31
suicidalcatlady
Discussion What’s the biggest reason you want to ctb?
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67
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4K
TDF
TDF
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I need someone
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9
Views
991
HighFlight
HighFlight
Daxter_87
Venting What a fucking mess of brain
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5
Views
919
Huggs
Huggs
AkaRed
Venting I really wish that the view on suicide wasn't so dark for a lot of people.
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9
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1K
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Walilamdzii
Hi, I'm just wondering how you get several pills down at once?
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18
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1K
zipperstuck5171
zipperstuck5171
666razorblade
Sometimes I fantasise about just attempting it
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2
Views
453
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
RedHotRage
Venting Recurring Ear Infections
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3
Views
599
alexit
A
HopefulSleep
Discussion Why do people make children in this world?
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91
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4K
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
CTB Dream
Discussion Life = scapegoat
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3
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421
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
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Everything in my life continues ruined and i need to die but no balls
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6
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1K
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
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Jumping into bridge and falling on impact?
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11
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Trying to figure out what you experience on impact?
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1
Views
354
BoredomSeeker
BoredomSeeker
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CTB hood?
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1
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365
alonely
alonely
wristcutangel
Venting inadequate.
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1
Views
332
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
meandthebirds
thougts on antidepressants?
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14
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1K
busybee
busybee
Walilamdzii
I feel mentally slow...
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6
Views
370
Huggs
Huggs
CTB Dream
Venting Void loop
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4
Views
382
enough of this
enough of this
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Jumping from Clifton Suspension Bridge
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8
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Lost time and missed experiences
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22
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2K
stage4johnny
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Kazeeemoo12
Places to jump Uk.
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6
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813
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
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Debreather Removed from Peaceful Pill Handbook
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45
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5K
G50
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ctb★prince
Venting im a bad actor
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5
Views
451
ctb★prince
ctb★prince
35alcoholics
Why is suicide so looked down upon?
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9
Views
585
aGoodDayToDie
A
ToTheTwillight
Help Anyone tried test kit on SN with low grade purity (Less than 10%), and if so what were the results?
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0
Views
357
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Walilamdzii
Story I met someone who had brain damage, apparently from trying to jump in front of a vehicle...
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2
Views
491
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help What if my SN is not pure enough (or my test is wrong?)
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8
Views
910
nothingissacred
nothingissacred
hunterfla
I thought SN was odorless and colorless?
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9
Views
860
Deleted member 65988
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a_pine_tree
Help I tried night night and it didn't work
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3
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1K
HonestAbe
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Walilamdzii
How to buy myself maximum time?
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2
Views
379
CandyK__
CandyK__
Kasumi
  • Question
Diazepam, Lorazepam, Midazolam, Alprazolam, Oxazepam, Bromazepam, which works best against anxiety?
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15
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884
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
Ico
Could it be my meds?
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10
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1K
Ico
Ico
SuicidalOrganism
Everyday I want to suicide because of how ugly my body is
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29
Views
1K
Torabol
Torabol
K
Discussion do you wish for a different, better life or none at all?
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45
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3K
Danique
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MrDarkness
Venting Heart aches
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5
Views
432
TDF
TDF
liljeep
Venting Why is everyone so disappointing?
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6
Views
505
liljeep
liljeep
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Discussion My younger sister doesnt want me to kill myself and i dont know what to do
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3
Views
545
sayire
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Someone to talk
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6
Views
706
Praestat_Mori
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cogmachine
  • Poll
Discussion are you content being / feeling alone? (poll)
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31
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1K
misarexic
misarexic
Ico
Living will / Post death plan for family members.
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0
Views
407
Ico
Ico
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  • Poll
Venting Could an improvement in a single area of your life prevent you from CTBing? Poll
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29
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1K
alonely
alonely
Mx_Pathetic
Discussion CBT Is So Difficult!
Replies
9
Views
874
Mx_Pathetic
Mx_Pathetic
TAW122
Venting I hate how one cannot truly express their real feelings about wanting to die without unwanted consequences
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8
Views
896
TAW122
TAW122
Water-Lily
I’m behind everyone. I don’t deserve to take up space around them
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12
Views
895
OhWellDerp321
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my ctb date
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8
Views
554
azo
azo
PinkyStat
Help I dont know what to feel anymore
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5
Views
402
Crono
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FuneralCry
Venting The view that existence is supposedly “good” is an incredibly harmful delusion.
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0
Views
405
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Huggs
So much has to go right for CTB
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3
Views
403
020x
020x
Busridin'26
Discussion World ending or just your life ending?
Replies
7
Views
908
wristcutangel
wristcutangel
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Idk what to do
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7
Views
449
idkwhoami
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