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Catchingdabus27

Catchingdabus27

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
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It's just me complaining about the same old.

Im so sick I'm not able to function. Im too sick to even start planning to CTB. I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm alone I can't even eat much. I'm trying and its just a dud.

I wish I could die in my sleep. That would be amazing.

I need this week to pass without any hiccups either. With my phone off my workers reaction may be a problem. Lets hope they think I'm just going through this again only to come out alive like my therapist.

It's best if I don't interact with em.at all. I'm very honest and find it even harder to lie when im suffering so extremely.


Plzzz let this flareup end and soon. I can't take it anymore and I can't do anything about that while im this sick.

Im ready to officially & fully end this existence..I just need a lil wellness to do so.
 
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