Busridin'26
Hating every minute of being alive.
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,982
It's just me complaining about the same old.
Im so sick I'm not able to function. Im too sick to even start planning to CTB. I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm alone I can't even eat much. I'm trying and its just a dud.
I wish I could die in my sleep. That would be amazing.
I need this week to pass without any hiccups either. With my phone off my workers reaction may be a problem. Lets hope they think I'm just going through this again only to come out alive like my therapist.
It's best if I don't interact with em.at all. I'm very honest and find it even harder to lie when im suffering so extremely.
Plzzz let this flareup end and soon. I can't take it anymore and I can't do anything about that while im this sick.
Im ready to officially & fully end this existence..I just need a lil wellness to do so.
Im so sick I'm not able to function. Im too sick to even start planning to CTB. I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm alone I can't even eat much. I'm trying and its just a dud.
I wish I could die in my sleep. That would be amazing.
I need this week to pass without any hiccups either. With my phone off my workers reaction may be a problem. Lets hope they think I'm just going through this again only to come out alive like my therapist.
It's best if I don't interact with em.at all. I'm very honest and find it even harder to lie when im suffering so extremely.
Plzzz let this flareup end and soon. I can't take it anymore and I can't do anything about that while im this sick.
Im ready to officially & fully end this existence..I just need a lil wellness to do so.
