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nothingbutyou

nothingbutyou

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Apr 28, 2025
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Please, I just want you to encourage me to stop taking my meds. I'm so sick of this life, stuck in bed all the time, can't move, can't go outside. I'm tired of it all.please 😭
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I am so sorry you are suffering so much
I hope you find the relief you desire 🫂:heart:
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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I'm very sorry for your position, however this is a pro choice forum rather than a pro suicide one. If any of us chooses to go the timing and manner have to be entirely our own decision.
I wish you well whatever your final choice, however only you can decide to end it all.
 
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Aug 24, 2023
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I understand that feeling :/ it fucking sucks. If you don't mind me asking what meds do you take and how would stopping them would harm you?
 
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Lonely guy...
Jun 16, 2025
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If your meds cause you that, you should ask the doctor to change them.

What shit treatment leaves you worse with it than without?

Im not sure about recommending you taking them without professional help... I dont know the details. All I can tell you is to think if you are better or not with them.
 
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nothingbutyou

nothingbutyou

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I understand that feeling :/ it fucking sucks. If you don't mind me asking what meds do you take and how would stopping them would harm you?
I'm taking meds for a fast heartbeat and an enlarged heart. If I stop taking them, I won't live for long - and that's exactly what I want. Besides, dying from an enlarged heart isn't painful.
 
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Lonely guy...
Jun 16, 2025
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I'm taking meds for a fast heartbeat and an enlarged heart. If I stop taking them, I won't live for long - and that's exactly what I want. Besides, dying from an enlarged heart isn't painful.

Holy shit, then absolutely do NOT stop taking them. I thought they were meds for depression and stuff.

Ask the doctor to change it though, and tell him why, that makes you very uncomfortable.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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brother keep taking your meds if they help you stay alive
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,502
I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, I also wish to be free from it all, I wish you the best.
 
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