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Are you planning to kill yourself?


  • Total voters
    137
  • Poll closed .
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Solar1703

Student
Jun 13, 2021
114
I have been lurking here for more than two years. Now time of decision is close.
 
BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
610
What is your ailment, if you don't mind me asking?
Parkinson's, severe RLS, and of course a gaggle of mental health issues like treatment resistant depression, anxiety, cptsd, adhd.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Yes. This month. My life isn't worth trying to improve anymore.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,642
Yes :). In fact, I have dedicated my entire life to this decision. You could say that I'm burning bridges behind me and at some point I won't be able to make any other decision. I'm planning CTB by the end of this year, but I don't have an exact date yet.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
Someone vote NO ? I think it's a suicide section!
I did

Pro choice forum.
That I chose to sit out this ride doesn't mean I don't struggle each and every day
There are more people here that don't want to ctb (anymore)
or are in recovery.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
281
It will depend on the circumstances whether CTB is required or not.
This is me, too.
I have a lot of things to settle that will determine if i can live or not. Pretty hard things that can determine the futur.
That and i'm a pretty toxic asshole even if i dont want to and it's harder to cope with that fact the longer it goes, i see no remedy because it's in my nature.
 
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Someday_Somehow32

Someday_Somehow32

Member
Jul 20, 2022
90
I have a date picked, I kind of have an idea of how I want to go, but it's gathering everything in time.