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Suicide Discussion

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thebookofdisquiet.
Final hours • SN
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80
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8K
ayb
ayb
offtoseethewizard
Mirtazapine as antiemetic
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0
Views
260
offtoseethewizard
offtoseethewizard
B
M.A.S.H theme played at my birth in the hospital room
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5
Views
411
wait.what
wait.what
owobrooklyn
Method Does anyone know where i might be able to find SN?
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15
Views
2K
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
P
How bad is it to land on a grassy surface? (Jumping)
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3
Views
388
avaruus
avaruus
just_a_guy
  • Question
Destination Suicide
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0
Views
320
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
wastingtime
question about SN mixing time
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7
Views
891
Deleted member 65988
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Chickennoodlesoup
  • Question
Help Can someone help provide a method to CBT?
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4
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1K
AgentOrange
AgentOrange
S
I wish I could restart my entire life
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7
Views
635
suicidal flapper
S
AgentOrange
I’m trying to sleep
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0
Views
270
AgentOrange
AgentOrange
deadbody
  • Question
Chances of accidental death in your life.
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7
Views
590
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
todienomore
Method Hypermagnesemia - Magnesium Overdose
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22
Views
3K
soleil
S
sibyl101
Is this high enough, or do I need to go higher?
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15
Views
822
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
F
Discussion Intrusive vs accepted ideation.
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8
Views
571
ayb
ayb
SanguineShark
Venting Do you ever wonder what death feels like
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21
Views
1K
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
asian.neet
Alcohol poisoning as suicide attempt?
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9
Views
688
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
wiinterfrost
SN method not possible anymore, i will have to try DWI (scared)
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20
Views
2K
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
C
Discussion Any minors on here, how did you find the site and why are you suicidal?
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30
Views
2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
I
Help
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9
Views
440
imrantahir1208
I
O
Golden Gate Bridge
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45
Views
3K
LastFlowers
LastFlowers
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Method Hanging advice
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10
Views
2K
randomsomeonein
R
SpaceWaster3000
Best homemade CTB method??
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1
Views
479
avaruus
avaruus
LC188
Help Does anyone know where I could buy SN in the us?
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3
Views
593
bqhh
B
D
Venting Author and Failure
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5
Views
686
DivinusLetum66
D
S
Finalised SN plan for tonight 🕊️
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66
Views
4K
wanttodie
wanttodie
S
Method Public bridge suicide?
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7
Views
1K
sadone2122
S
asian.neet
anyone upper middle class or above? idk just curious
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12
Views
531
Scythe
S
roseleaf
Venting life status?
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1
Views
305
R_N
R_N
C:\
Struggles with passive suicidal ideation
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3
Views
757
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
SmollMushroom
Help Therapist wants to ditch me
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15
Views
820
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
Seered Doom
Venting :)
Replies
2
Views
353
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion Would you put off CTB if you magically became a billionaire ? #21
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101
Views
7K
voyager
voyager
DesperateOne
Winter CTB risk?
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4
Views
710
ihatethisplanet
ihatethisplanet
B
  • Question
Help Where can I get cyanide or a lethal poison that can't be forced out of my system?
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1
Views
517
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
E
Venting I dont want to die like this
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0
Views
305
eleven50a
E
hibikikyuxx
Venting Pros and cons of life and death.
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11
Views
872
hibikikyuxx
hibikikyuxx
Camel
Help Is this too cruel?
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0
Views
337
Camel
Camel
S
Discussion Any other parents on here?
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8
Views
700
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
wildflowers1996
what's wrong with me
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0
Views
308
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
bpdiskillingme
Venting My friends reaction to me admitting I want to CTB
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6
Views
824
MidnightCat
MidnightCat
SmollMushroom
Venting Heard a piece of advice from an old man
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4
Views
504
ABSOLUTION
ABSOLUTION
S
How do I make blades hurt less?
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5
Views
488
hibikikyuxx
hibikikyuxx
cryvinglightning
Story my mom once "suggested" i ctb
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5
Views
828
MidnightCat
MidnightCat
N
Venting Is the MH system this bad everywhere?
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24
Views
1K
Neraul
N
S
SN Europe ?
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0
Views
274
sufferingsensless
S
broth0100
Anybody else disgusted by having to be human?
Replies
12
Views
636
Life'sA6itch
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JustABug
Tell me about your day/vent.
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40
Views
1K
EternalShore
EternalShore
W
Method Where to purchase a gun online
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0
Views
431
wontachievehappines
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LittleWrenBird
Story "Interesting" case of 5 years.
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0
Views
366
LittleWrenBird
LittleWrenBird
Jamesun
What happens next
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3
Views
403
FrozenMango
FrozenMango
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