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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Jinxyxx
Self harm with caution
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3
Views
499
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
K
Help Is nembutal available in India?
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4
Views
393
kvsvenky100
K
sincerely dead
My therapist has a girlfriend and now I want to CTB. Help?
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3
Views
450
hellispink
hellispink
Burden_Bailey
Tell me that I’m a horrible person.
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10
Views
494
hellispink
hellispink
xoxo24
Will i ever miss it
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4
Views
371
xoxo24
xoxo24
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Pills?
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7
Views
487
tidal1
tidal1
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Method SN Seems Not Feasible Anymore
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20
Views
1K
ftm68_99
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Venting Confused feelings - Reached out one last time, it didn't pan out, & now I know my path. Advice welcome but also just venting.
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2
Views
341
achb
achb
F
Story I'm just tired of existing
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4
Views
757
achb
achb
H
Venting I feel like a failure
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0
Views
255
Hahem
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Nightthere
Do Re Mi
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2
Views
323
Nightthere
Nightthere
I can't beat it
Story How many times have you committed suicide?
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34
Views
2K
chumley123
chumley123
CTB Dream
Venting Not self
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0
Views
272
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
hi-okbye
Dear all newer members.
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47
Views
3K
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
yuki loves music
Would this be enough?
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17
Views
996
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
Diamondzzz
Venting im a coward
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5
Views
571
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Seered Doom
Venting Heart Issues
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4
Views
539
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
sweetgirl666
Help please friends help me
Replies
6
Views
357
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
underthedatetree
Venting Natural death of old age is terrifying
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12
Views
996
ftm68_99
F
CTB Fella
If I was to stab myself in the lungs, how long would it take for me to go?
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5
Views
485
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
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Venting I feel like a part of me died with my dog
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7
Views
491
blacktrain98
blacktrain98
kettlevinbarq
anyone not want people to know you ctb?
Replies
5
Views
308
AtomicWaffles
AtomicWaffles
MiMif
Discussion Why arent you dead yet?
Replies
102
Views
4K
timing
T
willitpass
Method Passive Suicide by Inducing Hypokalemia
Replies
6
Views
1K
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
L
Method Any way to induce a heart attack ?
Replies
29
Views
2K
delayedcactus
D
Sleeper System
Resource For anyone interested in taking "N" as their final method...
Replies
1
Views
609
DreamEnd
D
Tionally
I feel like with every day I'm losing myself more
Replies
6
Views
403
the_summoning
T
Torabol
Discussion What drugs do you use that help you cope?
Replies
43
Views
1K
ADeadBunny
ADeadBunny
willow368
Venting I’m breaking up …
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0
Views
238
willow368
willow368
lostforever77
Help This weekend
Replies
11
Views
643
Soc
Soc
iheartreb
Method opinions on double suicide?
Replies
20
Views
1K
vitbar
vitbar
J
Help Hanging questions and seeking more resources
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0
Views
326
jatty
J
annointed_towers
SN in ice cube to bypass salty taste?
Replies
7
Views
655
Tesha
Tesha
K
Losing the Energy To Eat
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8
Views
370
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
willitpass
Venting I despise being told my experiences are a blessing
Replies
7
Views
450
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Z
Anyone here from Ireland?
Replies
3
Views
328
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
kettlevinbarq
How I easily got Metoclopramide and Ondansetron in the US
Replies
0
Views
319
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
Sleeper System
Discussion The double edged sword of CTB...
Replies
15
Views
936
Forever Sleep
F
anhed0nia
Venting how do you fire your therapist?
Replies
6
Views
518
anhed0nia
anhed0nia
Pipsqueak!
CTB plans
Replies
1
Views
252
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
How do you avoid reaching out for help?
Replies
2
Views
279
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
FuneralCry
Venting I see death as the solution to suffering
Replies
4
Views
412
UKscotty
U
Orbitc
What will do you do this Christmas?
Replies
51
Views
2K
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
E
Story He has CTBed
Replies
5
Views
582
Burden_Bailey
Burden_Bailey
Life interrupted
Help Anyone received N successfully in Morocco or Spain?
Replies
4
Views
583
ViscaBarca
V
H
Venting Hurting so bad
Replies
2
Views
265
hopeless08
H
RainAndSadness
When journalists lose any journalistic objectivity...
Replies
6
Views
888
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
S
Anyone else feeling like they ruined a perfect life?
Replies
2
Views
377
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
NoOneLovesMiMi
I'm scared pt 2
Replies
2
Views
287
NoOneLovesMiMi
NoOneLovesMiMi
P
Request to Cross Out Friend's Name
Replies
3
Views
404
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