Yes, it's truly so horrific the amount of endless suffering and cruelty in this world that is so incredibly hellish. I wish life never existed at all, existence truly is an abomination that causes nothing but harm. I find it such a terrible tragedy how humans procreate in the first place even know nobody can suffer from never existing, only never existing is perfection to me.
I wish I stayed eternally unaware of the evil that is existence. I find it so disturbing how there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they exist in an existence so futile and undesirable all while one is destined for nothing but to decay, be tortured by old age and die anyway. It truly is devastating how existing beings are tormented in this existence all through no fault of their own, I really despise existence.