Venting Life is redundant

[restingplace]

I have zero purpose on this earth.
Nothing interests me because nothing is permanent; quite frankly I don't want to live long, let alone at all, because it is all just suffering.

CTB would be freedom for me.

My girlfriend isint visiting this month anymore, she was the only reason I was coping sufficiently for a while.
I care so little now that I'm not even planning on having a ctb date anymore, I'm just going to do it one day when the time feels right

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd also see suicide as freedom for myself, I've never had any interest in suffering in this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[UKscotty]

Depression is evil, I hate it.

Why cant we be normal and enjoy life like everyone else.

All we see is suffering and lies our depression tells us.

Deep down I know it's not true but when you have an ill brain what can you do.