goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 834
This is my second one today its all happening again all the stress
The stress of him what if he's lying to her and hurting her,the stress of her hating me,the stress of all the shit i get from people the isolation and loneliness and not having anyone i can go to…the stress of letting people down and not being there for them…the stress of angering and hurting people,the stress of all the shit i've had to replace these past couple of days,the stress of false hope,the stress of who i am and what people think of me…the stress of not seeming like a genuine person the stress of what to do next,the stress of my mother raming pills down me…the stress of trying to die and being successful the stress of failure the stress of being alive next year the stress of hurtint someone again the stress of getting attached again the stress of rejection and outcastment and abandonment the stress of so many things events thoughts snd realites its far too much and i'm beyoud my breaking point and i cant anymore
The stress of him what if he's lying to her and hurting her,the stress of her hating me,the stress of all the shit i get from people the isolation and loneliness and not having anyone i can go to…the stress of letting people down and not being there for them…the stress of angering and hurting people,the stress of all the shit i've had to replace these past couple of days,the stress of false hope,the stress of who i am and what people think of me…the stress of not seeming like a genuine person the stress of what to do next,the stress of my mother raming pills down me…the stress of trying to die and being successful the stress of failure the stress of being alive next year the stress of hurtint someone again the stress of getting attached again the stress of rejection and outcastment and abandonment the stress of so many things events thoughts snd realites its far too much and i'm beyoud my breaking point and i cant anymore
