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rizleechboy
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- Oct 13, 2023
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I used to live in a high rise and always thought I'd jump off. This was fine with me because I preferred that it was a single choice (jumping) and that death would be relatively instantaneous. Now I don't live in a high rise and dont really have access to any tall buildings. I have alcohol, and some benzos, but I don't think dying by OD is reliable or likely. I was thinking about hanging myself but I feel like the anxiety would get to me pretty fast. I was thinking that maybe I take say, 4mg lorazepam so I calm down + hopefully fall asleep/pass out, while im already in a noose and then die by partial hanging after I've passed out. Are there any risks to this? Any other considerations I need to think about?