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ForgetIExist

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Jan 31, 2026
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I tried partial hanging today. I'm having trouble with it because letting myself hang is pretty uncomfortable and feels kinda weird. I'm uncomfortable but I don't feel like I'm gonna pass out.

I tied the noose to a hanger beam in my closet that is around the same height as my eyes. It's pretty sturdy and I'm not worried about it breaking under my weight. I've watched videos where people do similar things and pass out quickly. I have the rope on the highest part of my neck with the knot at the back of my neck but I can't pass out before pain causes me to get back up. This happens even when I use a scarf under the rope.

Is there something I could sedate myself with so I'm oblivious to any pain or able to pass out more quickly? I have some 7-OH tablets I confiscated from my brother. I tried half a tablet for the first time and I think it's made me more drowsy/calmer. But I also got like 2 hours of sleep last night so it's hard to tell
 
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It could be that you're just not compressing the carotids correctly, im not sure, blackout should be quite fast
 
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I agree, it should be quite fast. But sedating yourself is most likely still smart if you feel the need to calm your nerves or something, and I'm pretty sure 7-OH reduces pain as well.
 
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ForgetIExist

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Jan 31, 2026
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It could be that you're just not compressing the carotids correctly, im not sure, blackout should be quite fast
That could be it, but I'm struggling to picture what exactly I'm doing wrong. I just asked a question about how safe it is to post pictures on here. If it is I might post a pic of my setup.
 
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That could be it, but I'm struggling to picture what exactly I'm doing wrong. I just asked a question about how safe it is to post pictures on here. If it is I might post a pic of my setup.
I think you can show pictures of a set up but I cannot specifically tell you what to do, I could help with theoreticals of a possible setup
 
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ForgetIExist

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I agree, it should be quite fast. But sedating yourself is most likely still smart if you feel the need to calm your nerves or something, and I'm pretty sure 7-OH reduces pain as well.
It took about 15 minutes for the half tablet I took to set in. I felt a little more peaceful than usual, but I've been able to achieve that on days where my depression isn't bad by laying in the couch in the sun. 15 minutes later I started feeling a little nauseous and after 15 minutes and threw up. I didn't vomit a lot, but I got really sweaty. I felt great after though 😅It's worth noting that 7-OH was confiscated from my brother because he's under age and I'm aware of negative affects it could have. And since I don't know exactly where he got it from I was a little paranoid of it's legitimacy, even though it was sealed and can be found online.

I didn't know if I threw up because it's my first time trying something like this and I was nervous or if I really just had a bad reaction to it.

Not sure if I will try that next time I attempt partial because it's gonna be hard to clean vomit from my closet if I fail 😢
 
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oh god, yeah. ive heard those can cause strong nausea just in general. If you want to try again it probably wont be too bad, it's worth testing first though if you do want to, your body might just handle it badly.
 
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