Discussion What ctb methods are you aiming for ?

[Vera1997]

Hi,

Im just hoping to find methods that might interest me tbh.

I feel like my options are limited.

I cant figure out how to obtain SN where I live (France).

There is nowhere in my apartment where I can hang myself.

I thought about trains but I dont want my final moments to scar strangers for life.

Jumping... I would need to find someone high enough but also I dont think I can overpower my SI / fear of heights.

Im just hoping to find something that would atleast be painless. Its weird how Im stuck in this state where I would not hesitate to press a button if it killed me but at the same time I cant figure out how I want to do it

 

[csites]

Ive been trying to find some way to obtain SN (eu as well) too but i haven't been able to find anything at all, so my preferred method for now is still hanging/ligature. I think for hanging theres always a spot to be found if you're creative enough, but I see how it might be difficult depending on how your apartment is set up.