Im 31
And I fuck up
Im 26
And i fuck up
Im 21
And i fuck up
Im 18/19
And I fuck up
Im a teenager
Anf i fuck up.
I wish things couldve been different
So much that strangers arent monitoring me my every move
I dont know I wish I was in remission.
I want to act on ctb but i hesitate
Whats the point when everyone is going to remind you how much of a fucking degenerate you are
No one is willing to tell me im mointored
Even if I die
All everyone is going ti know me for is my actions
Im a manipulative piece of shit
I dont even know what to write
Why was I given the chance at existing
I cant continue doing this.
I wanna stop crying and hurting
I wanna stop feeling sad
I wanna stop.feeling like burden.
I dont feek like i am a man.
I hope you all are happy.
Whoever it is watching me write this
I dont want to keeo doing this.
Please for the love of god just let me have the strength to actually kill myself..
I dont want this flase hope shit
Im such a baby
Im such a cry baby
Why did no one protect me
Everyone in my life failed me including me.
Can you giys at least hire some one to shoot me in the fucking face
You all tbinknits fucming funny
I wanted to be dead since I was 7
I want tk give up so bad
Im such a coward
Im not pysxhotic
I cant fucking do this anymore
Ive tried and got shit on.
Incant even go to college and people are purposely misgendering me. They know
I want jt all to stop
Please
Im so sorry .im rrally sorry for existing .
Even my own famiky wants nothing to do with me.
Please fucking kill me
Please i cant take this
I hatr pretending everything is fine
And I fuck up
Im 26
And i fuck up
Im 21
And i fuck up
Im 18/19
And I fuck up
Im a teenager
Anf i fuck up.
I wish things couldve been different
So much that strangers arent monitoring me my every move
I dont know I wish I was in remission.
I want to act on ctb but i hesitate
Whats the point when everyone is going to remind you how much of a fucking degenerate you are
No one is willing to tell me im mointored
Even if I die
All everyone is going ti know me for is my actions
Im a manipulative piece of shit
I dont even know what to write
Why was I given the chance at existing
I cant continue doing this.
I wanna stop crying and hurting
I wanna stop feeling sad
I wanna stop.feeling like burden.
I dont feek like i am a man.
I hope you all are happy.
Whoever it is watching me write this
I dont want to keeo doing this.
Please for the love of god just let me have the strength to actually kill myself..
I dont want this flase hope shit
Im such a baby
Im such a cry baby
Why did no one protect me
Everyone in my life failed me including me.
Can you giys at least hire some one to shoot me in the fucking face
You all tbinknits fucming funny
I wanted to be dead since I was 7
I want tk give up so bad
Im such a coward
Im not pysxhotic
I cant fucking do this anymore
Ive tried and got shit on.
Incant even go to college and people are purposely misgendering me. They know
I want jt all to stop
Please
Im so sorry .im rrally sorry for existing .
Even my own famiky wants nothing to do with me.
Please fucking kill me
Please i cant take this
I hatr pretending everything is fine
