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fettyshooter

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Aug 6, 2026
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im panicking even more now because i dont have any time. i have to hurry and do it on monday since im running out of fent and i dont have the money to buy more.

even if you are only able to answer one of these questions thats good enough for me! i need any kind of help at all before i fuck this up.

should i hang (full suspension) or drown (in a small bathtub) after using the fent?
(ok nevemind small edit 🫠. i guess i should ask instead if drowning while passed out using a bathtub is good enough or which would be faster/more reliable since you cant suggest methods. fuck me.)


which one do you think would give me a better chance? which one do you think would kill me quicker? is the 40 minutes - 1 hour she will be gone enough time?

for the last 8 - 9 days ive managed to drop my fent use from 150 milligrams a day to only 70 milligrams a day. (meaning for the last 8/9 days ive only used 70 milligrams a day. sorry if my wording is confusing.) (IN not IV)

im going to hopefully take enough to completely knock me out before either hanging or drowning. im going to guess i have 2.5 grams of fent right now? im going to try to take 1.5 grams all at once on monday. do you guys think that will be enough?

one more question. how should i get all 1.5 grams in me? even if i manage to find a vein i highly doubt i could fit that much fent into one 1ml syringe. (my veins are collapsed/busted after so much use. i used to inject morphine and then dnm heroin all the time. plus im extremely dehydrated so even though im very underweight they dont stick out. theyre paper thin.) i dont think boofing would be a good idea if im about to be laying in water or hanging upright. and i worry about taking it orally my tolerance is so high i dont know if itll be good enough especially if i throw up. and it will be very hard to time everything right if i take it all orally. i also worry about snorting it (my usual method) because it hits so fast. i dont think i could snort enough of it before passing out. ive been thinking about this for months and i still dont know the best way to do this.

im only scared of passing out before i snort enough of it because i want to make sure i have enough in me to not wake up when i start breathing in water or when i fall. sorry i might be making this harder than it needs to be. im too paranoid.

im hoping i have enough time i cant survive this. im also hoping combining the fent with another method will make them not think to narcan me. i hate that you wont know if you succeeded. my last thoughts are just gonna be a bunch of panicking.
 
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Which method you use is up to you as it is against the rules of this forum to directly suggest a method.
 
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