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Aug 6, 2026
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since 2-3 grams of fent would definitely make me pass out i wouldnt have to worry about a method being slighly painful or uncomfortable. i really really wanted to stand in the empty houses pool take the fent then pass out and hopefully drown but id probably be seen. both houses on either side have a clear view of that pool. (lakes arent an option here)
depending on how quick drowning is there is a bathtub i could use but id probably only have 30 minutes to an hour.

is there anything else i could easily set up and use the fent with? (im not sure how to word this but methods that will take care of themself. ill use hanging and drowning as an example. something as easy as getting yourself into the rope then taking the fent and passing out or standing in some water taking all 2 grams falling face-first and drowning.)
there for less confusion thats the question i need answered. ⬆️⬆️⬆️


(although itd be wonderful if someone could tell me if 3 grams would be promising enough for me to use it on its own with my enormous tolerance. ive managed to cut down a little and only use 50 milligrams the last couple days and i can already feel my tolerance dropping. for the rest of you who have already seen me ask this question i wont bug you anymore but if someone with more knowledge on fent finally does see this and can help me you will be my lord and savior.)

the rest of this doesnt really matter. if you dont feel like reading you can just skip it.

even if 3 grams would suffice i figure id need to combine it with another method anyways. so itll be quicker and me being found an hour in wont matter too much. im worrying a lot about 3gs not being enough and me waking up with no more fent left having to face withdrawal again. im very underweight so im hoping a cheap rope could easily hold me up. the only problem is i think most if not all ropes in this house have something at the ends of them. fuck me. i hate how hard suicide is. im still pissed the only vendors i saw selling nitazenes want at least $2000 for them. that would take almost 3 months of seeing that man to make and these 3gs are lasting me 30 days tops so me saving up for it also isnt an option. i would do almost anything to find out where that $300 listing is. 🫠

if im going to use all 3 grams instead of 2 grams i have to do it this week. if my biological parents were just gonna give me up anyways i wish they wouldnt have had me at all.
 
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Aug 12, 2026
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if my biological parents were just gonna give me up anyways i wish they wouldnt have had me at all.
I'm sorry. I can relate somewhat, if my parents were going to try to kill their own child I wish they would have just finished the job so I didn't have to do it myself. Sorry for jumping in on your thread like this and that your parents discarded you as well. Hope you find peace.
 
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Aug 6, 2026
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I'm sorry. I can relate somewhat, if my parents were going to try to kill their own child I wish they would have just finished the job so I didn't have to do it myself. Sorry for jumping in on your thread like this and that your parents discarded you as well. Hope you find peace.
dont apologize anyone is allowed to reply youre not bothering me. im sorry you can relate its a horrible feeling. just makes me more pissed there isnt a better way for us to leave. i hope youre able to find some peace too. you definitely deserve it.
 
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dont apologize anyone is allowed to reply youre not bothering me. im sorry you can relate its a horrible feeling. just makes me more pissed there isnt a better way for us to leave. i hope youre able to find some peace too. you definitely deserve it.
Thank you, you definitely deserve it too. I also wish there was a more peaceful and sure way to do it; a failed attempt is the last thing we deserve or need after everything else! I want to be as sure as I can with my method to limit that possibility as much as possible as well.
 
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